'I'm sorry if you get to know this with just a letter. I hope that you never ever get this package at all. But if you really did... I just want to say that I'm sorry...'
I was staring at it with wide eyes, not believing whatever the fvck was written. Her? Dead? Bullshit!
"No way…" I whispered and shook my head from side to side.
I was aware that my hands were shaking and I can't seem to breathe at the moment. There was a storm brewing inside my head and it was also starting to hurt. Even my eyes were turning blurry from the tears that were threatening to spill but I held back.
"Nah… that's not true…" I mumbled and glared at the thing I was holding.
A joke… This is only a joke. A very unfunny one. I will surely slap her in the head for playing with my feelings when we get to see each other again.
"Are you okay?" Eris asked, worry in her tone.