"Kendal wyd today" I read the text from my boyfriend. I replied "just got home going to study and then head to the beach later on"
Oh, the feeling I get every time I see his name pop up on my phone, it's butterflies in my tummy, my cheeks turn red, sometimes I don't even know how to reply to him.
I studied for about 2 hours and then headed to the beach which was down the road from where I lived.
He ended up meeting me at the beach by surprise.
I screamed in excitement, and said "oh my god, you're here" and gave him a big hug and kiss on his cheek.
He came over and had dinner with my family before he left to go home.
The next day, was the day of our homecoming football game, so my boyfriend and I don't normally hangout on homecoming so he can keep his mind free for the game. So I texted him "good morning my love, hope you have a good game and good luck tonight." Knowing I'll see him on the field tonight, then I headed to first period. Then when it came to my third period, which we have together, he was acting weird. He normally smiles at me, just to show me he's ok, but today was different.
I didn't think anything of it. I let it go.
Later on an hour before he played, I got a text from him asking if we can talk later on. I replied with "sure..." not knowing why he asked that.
After his game he met with me by the locker room. He didn't smile at me, he didn't hug me, he didn't kiss me or say hello. I was scared of what was about to happen next...
He said " Dal, I love you. But things have changed over the last couple of weeks... maybe we should take a little break... and after we can see if we still want to be together?" I started to tear up but then I said "...no.... I don't want to..." he just looked at me with no emotion. Then he said "we aren't over I just need to focus on school and sports for now..." I then said "....ok".
We then walked our separate ways and met with our friends.
I didn't really have a lot of friends, I was always the quite loner girl, I was always in class early and I always left school late. I only had friends that were his. So after he asked me to be on a break I had no on to go to except my sister.
She was my best friend without a doubt. "Kenzly, can" I stuttered "...can I talk to you please" she looked up at me knowing I was hurt and said "who hurt you? I'm going to mess them up." I told her no one, and then told her what happen.
She told me don't worry about it, it's normal, that's a "guy" thing. I told her ok and she hugged me and said goodnight.