Viona slowly wiped the tears that wet her beautiful face using her hands. She then walked slowly towards the edge of the lake which was filled with ornamental fishes of various types and several pigeons that were deliberately kept in the garden. Viona grabbed the fish feed. There was a storage place not far from the bench where she sat earlier. After holding a bag of fish feed, she then spread it in the lake to feed the fishes on the lake. Every now and then, Viona threw some at the doves who were flying by as if they were asking for a share from Viona. Seeing the animals in front of her eating greedily made Viona smile and forget her sadness for a moment.
"How much longer do I have to live with this burden, God? I'm tired of God," Viona said without realizing it.
Her face did smile because she saw the animals in front of her eating greedily, but her beautiful eyes seemed ready to drop her tears again. She tried to hold herself back from crying.