I don't like it, not at all. The people from the Dukedom now are seeing me as if I were some kind of Villain Boss, or some slaver that liked to play with their lives and have their survival in my hands.
Well… I did send some rude ones outside the walls of the Dukedom, what else I could do? I didn't kill them, nor I did drink their blood, nor I made them shut up with shadows in their minds. Furthermore, I could certainly do that without mercy, but I chose not to.
They should be thankful, right?
Anyway, it is true that I lost control of my emotions. The thought of little Lily having her life shortened by so many years without hope was a big blow to my heart.
Madame Thorne's tears nagged me every day and the eyes of Ian and James were even worse. I know they didn't want to blame me, but I could feel that they couldn't help it, their gazes were betraying their thoughts.