Vivien's POV

Tears started to form in my eyes as I ring the door bell of Avik's house holding Bishal's diary. As Avik opened the door I started to cry. He was obviously shocked at my behavior.

He asked, "What happened? Why are you crying ?"

I said almost choking in my tears.

"Bishal is no more."

Hearing this news he was shocked as well. He let me in his house and asked me to sit down and cool down. I stopped crying somehow.

He asked, "What happened actually? How did he...?"

He didn't utter the next word and I know what he meant.

"One week ago he told me that he was going to become a monk and he was all ready to go to Bhutan. I don't know from when he started to plan all this but he was all prepared when I went to visit him for the last time. After that....yesterday I got a phone call from his mother. She told me that he is no more. His...his bus had an accident on the way it fell down and...and his head was crushed. I...I...."

I couldn't able to continue anymore. I started crying again. This time avik started crying too. He hugged me and pat my head to make me cool down. But I couldn't.

"I am the last person he met on that day. I even went to the bus stand with him. I never thought this could happen. Never in my dreams. He...he deserve a good death you know...not this way...this was cruel to him...too cruel."

Avik didn't say anything. Then I showed him the diary that police found with him. I wanted to read it but when I opened the first page it was written "To my lifelong crush Avik" so I choose to give this to it's original owner.

I handed the diary to Avik and said, "He left it for you."

He took the diary and look at it for a long time and then give me a sad smile.

"I will read it."

I nodded and then we both went silent. What can we say. We were both sad. No words would describe how sad we are specially Avik who was

Bishal's best friend. They were always together. I can't describe their relationship cause it was so pure and deep that no words could describe.

Avik's POV

After she left leaving Bishal's diary with me I really couldn't control myself. I was just being strong in front of her but actually I was dying inside. I just wanted to lock myself in the room and cry my eyes out. At that time I couldn't say anything to her cause my mind was literally blank. I just hug his diary and went on crying.

After sometime with a heavy heart I opened his diary to read. And the first word in his diary shocked me.

"To my lifelong crush Avik"

'I was his crush?' Was the first thought that came into my mind. I couldn't believe it. After that it was written,

"I know you could never be able to read this cause I won't give this to you. But like a fool I'm writing my feelings for you here."

"Well you wouldn't never know but I'm reading your diary right now." I said.

In the next page only my name was written in the middle with a little red heart sign. After that page it was an entry on "July 29".

I still remember this day because it was the day we took admission in a boarding school. It was also the day we first met. Coincidentally we became roommates and he was in the same house as me. That was the starting of our friendship.

Reminiscing our past I started reading the diary...