"Arghhh!!! I'm fucked up!"
She slammed the door and slid behind it, grabbing her hair. She can feel her knees trembling not only from that embarrassment, but also nervousness was slowly enveloping her body. She wasn't expecting everything to be this early.
Lilith didn't even plan on telling Shaun how she felt. She wanted to keep it a secret and hide it forever. Because she thought that it would disappear as time passed by. However, seeing the situation right now, she couldn't escape the consequences anymore.
She didn't know what to say to him later? Tomorrow? What if he avoided her and told her that he hated her so much? What's worse is what if Shaun was disgusted by it? She didn't want to taint the relationship they have right now. It was very okay for her to remain friends.
She clenched her chest, still feeling her beating heart loudly. It looks like it wanted to jump out of her chest right now. She didn't even know if it could be heard downstairs.
