"I'm sorry, I got full of work this week, honey."
"Me and your dad needed to go back to work"
"I guess I won't be coming back home tonight, sweetie"
"Take care of yourself, okay?"
"I'm sorry. I don't have much time for this. Can we do this next time?"
"Congrats. But I don't think I can come to your ceremony, sweetie. You know father is always busy"
"Please understand us, okay?"
"When you grow up, you'll understand things. We're doing this for you"
Excuses, reasons and apologizing words. It made me deaf by the passing of time. Wherever I wanted something, it would easily come straight into my hands. But the thing that I really wanted never touched my grasp.
Maybe I was pitiful, or sad? I don't know. I used to be alone all the time. It's funny that I didn't even make friends from school. Maybe because it angers me to have someone by my side. Who knows? They will all just leave me alone.
