* Li Juan's POV
It began very awkward afterwards. I didn't know what to do. The empress dowager had left us alone.
"I have to go now" I said standing up to leave when he holds my dress.
"Why are leaving? Is it that you can't stand the sight of me at all? Why don't you just stay and can't with me the way you used to" he said.
"And what happens if I stay? What then Honghui? I don't want to get my hope up. I think its better if I stay away" I said heading to the door when I trip over something.
Honghui catches me. I know! I have only seen this in movies too. But here I was, in the arms of the emperor. Arms? Yes because we both fall down on the ground. I see him looking into my eyes.
Maybe he was right. I reminded him of Li juan because I was in her body. How can she be forgotten? I had done nothing to change the fact that I reminded him of Li Juan. Maybe I should. I will change the way I dress or maybe my mannerism. But people would notice. Forget it!
