Up until now, I had no thoughts about my plans with Lucas but now that Cee and Grace have emphasized it as a date, it began to bother me a little. The question that haunted me was really fluttering. Was it really not a date and just a casual hangout or was I just convincing myself to ignore the feelings I had began to develop for Lucas?
I swamped myself with a lot of work that night to push away Lucas from my head. Because as long as he was there, everything else would be out of question. I needed to focus on other things and for that I had to push him out first.
