It was not my fault to be born with a curse like this one but it would definitely be on me if I die without defeating the demons. I had to control myself from these emotions as there was no time and place to cry and fret over things which were not in my hand. Luck could be on the other side of the ocean but if I don't travel the sea of struggles between me and my luck, then I am not going to get anything out of this. Fate could go against me but I need to keep working on my flaws and mistakes to convince the stars to align the way I desire.
Wiping the final tears down with the handkerchief, I put my hands on my lap and struggled to bring my breathing back to normal. It was still ragged and shaky. Finn observed me quietly and never spoke a word after that and I myself didn't know what to begin with. When I was finally back to being normal and okay, I raised my eyes and noticed Finn's eyes staring blankly at the ground.
