She needed to pull herself together and conduct a proper plan.
It came to her when they were warming up for another training session. A stretch exercise or two, while everybody was counting, helped put her mind at ease. And what of it than with a purpose of preparing them for another load of hardships.
Evelina remembered how she told Alardis of her plan. A lie she had not yet paid a price for. And while she wandered on the thought, her mind agreed. She was there so that she could build a solid plot of doing her duty, she should not forget that.
But even as she reminded herself of it, she was still straying. Different routes were being thrown her way, and she thought taking it all would help her build a bridge to her goal but she only ended up with a pile of useless days.
She looked back, something she refused to do but was necessary to.