Chimon was feeling overwhelmed. He received his script for his new show just as his Nong was leaving for a tour. Then he had his workshop with his cast members for two grueling weeks. Filming just started on a new show based off a very popular Yaoi novel. This was Chimon's first main lead role.
But for Chimon, the scenes were pretty intense. He knew he could do it but he was feeling guilty.
"Cut!" The director yelled for the seventh time. P'Off was a strict director "Chimon- you have to make it more believable, like you really want it. You are making me feel like you're scared to kiss. This is what your character has been waiting for. Make it happen!"
The director was brutal. Every scene had a meaning and a feeling. When Chimon read through the script and the novel, he kept notes in the margins. When reading this scene he thought back to "that" first kiss. Chimon's cock swelled at the thought, while reading while holding the novel in one hand and his swollen cock in the other. As he read he remembered the touch and scent of Ohm's kiss. His lips parting his while Ohm's sweet tongue filled his mouth. Chimon shuddered as he came, his knees buckled and he dropped the novel to the floor.
But now Chimon was in the studio filming with someone who wasn't Ohm. P'Off glared at Chimon. "Can I have just a minute Phi?" Off just rolled his eyes and nodded.
Chimon closed his eyes. "Do you want it?" He heard Ohm's voice in his ear. He remembered the caress against his arm up to his neck. He felt Ohm's breath in his ear. Electricity shot through his body. He took a deep breath and opened his eyes again. Instead of Nanon, Ohm was standing in front of him. He nodded to P'Off.
"Action!" Nanon moved his arm to Chimon's neck. The touch made Chimon's tension release, and Chimon's eyes slowly filled with moisture. He pulled Nanon closer and kissed him deeply. In his mind's eye, it was Ohm. He let his arms go up around his partners neck, kissing him back as his body shook in pleasure. He didn't notice that his cock was stiffening as he pressed his body against Nanon.
"Cut! There we go, we got the fucking shot finally." Chimon's eyes snapped open, and then he quickly pulled away embarrassed with his visible boner. Nanon came by for cover, as he obviously felt Chimon's member while they embraced.
"You ok? That was pretty intense khun Chimon" Nanon asked. He averted his eyes from Chimon's boner, but couldn't stop himself from glancing down every few seconds. Nanon's voice snapped Chimon back to reality.
Chimon cleared his voice "sorry about the multiple takes, I just needed a moment to clear my thoughts. And, umm, about that, I'm sorry it was completely unexpected." Chimon looked away a little embarrassed.
"No problem, it made the scene worth it," Nanon winked as he walked away. Chimon finished shooting for the day and went back home. It was already evening and he hadn't noticed a text message. He yelped when he saw the senders name.
"Ohm's probably worrying himself about my birthday" he said to himself as he chuckled. This week was Ohm's biggest week with the return to Bangkok. Chimon decided to text him back.
"Know that i love you with all of my heart, and I know you have been crazy busy- so have I, but I will always be here for you, and stop stressing about my birthday, I know I'll see you when it's possible. Don't stress about my birthday - there are 364 other days that are more special when I see you, do what you need to do. I won't leave."
Chimon sunk into his couch and rested his head back while rubbing his temples. He was hungry but also very tired. He walked over to the kitchen and pulled out a pack of instant noodles and set water to boil.
His condo was pretty large. The kitchen had sleek black marble counter tops. All the appliances were stainless steal. He had enough refrigerator space for a family of five. The kitchen was open an open concept that opened to an area for a dining table before stretching to the living room. The hardwood floors were Delphi Hickory shadow stoned color. The walls were white with a few art pieces hanging. There was a large, flat screen monitor on a wall, with a L shaped dark gray couch across the Television.
The bedroom was quite spacious as well with a walk in closet and a large, queen sized bed with lots of pillows. The bathroom was a little brighter with white marble counter tops and a heated floor. The shower had a Chrome rain shower head.
As the water was beginning to boil, Chimon felt so alone in this large condo. It was luxurious for sure, but without Ohm, he did not really care for all of this. He was making instant noodles after all. Oh how he wished he could be held by Ohm right now.
He sat down to eat. Thoughts were racing in his head. Ohm knew he was cast as the male lead in a BL, but they did not get to review the script beforehand together. This was not a show produced by the network with the high-five bromance that was supposed to sum up a relationship. Chimon's show had much heavier content, lots of kissing, and fucking.
Nanon, the other male lead was a lot like Ohm. They were the same height, both broader than Chimon. They were both handsome and lit up any room they were in. They had a lot of the same interests. Would Ohm feel jealous? How would he react to the script. For every good shot approved by P'Off, there were 7-8 discarded sequences. Chimon's lips were red sometimes from the amount of kissing. Tomorrow they would be shooting another scene. Chimon picked up the script to read it again.
*** Jin slipped his underwear off while under the covers, Nanon laying next to him. He sits on top of Nanon with the sheets to his waistline. Jin leans forward to whisper in Nanon's ear,"I need you inside me" he whispers as Nanon crushes him with a hug. Nanon sticks his tongue into Jin's mouth and firmly grabs his ass. Jin slides his butt back and forth to get Nanon's dick hard. Nanon licks his fingers and reaches over to Jin's hole, making it wet. Jin licks his fingers and adds saliva to Nanon's pulsating dick and then Nanon shoves it in his tight hole. "Ahhhhh" Jin yells as he feels a cock entering his ass. Jin's eyes roll to the back of his head as he straddles Nanon and leaves a pool of Precum on his belly. Nanon takes the thick slippery liquid into his hands and puts his fingers into Jin's mouth, making him taste his own precum while pumping his hole. "I'm going to cum" Jin says as Nanon starts pumping harder. They both cum at the same time, Jin on Nanon's chest and Nanon in Jin's hole.***
"Oh man, how do I make this work without Ohm wanting to kill me or Nanon." Chimon's headache just got worse. He walked over to the medicine cabinet in the bathroom. He took two Nurofen pills and walked back to the kitchen to pour a glass of water. Not only was his head pounding, but his heart was racing too as he thought about what Ohm would think more and more. "Just relax, it's just work," Chimon said to himself aloud.
Chimon walked back to the living room area and plopped down on his couch. He turned on the television and flipped through some channels. There wasn't anything that caught his attention so he switched to his laptop. He opened twitter on his unofficial account, he no longer could use his old original twitter without consent from the studio.
The official "blue checkmark" Chimon account now was firmly held in the hand of an intern who was a few years younger than him. Chimon wasn't sure if she was a super-fan of his, but she was a prolific poster. She posted candid shots of Chimon at the studio, reading over parts of the script, interacting with his costars, shots with P'Off's arms wildly waving all over the place if the scene was not perfect, Chimon drinking bubble tea, Chimon eating KFC. She always had a witty comment. If she were a Bee, there would be no problems with cross polination. As soon as something went up on Twitter, things also went up on Instagram, Facebook, Weibo, TikTok all within minutes. Ever since she took over the accounts, Chimon's followers increased from 100k to over 1M followers, and that's before the show even started shooting. The crazy thing is, as soon as the IG account had 999,999 followers, she already had the "Congrats on 1M followers" and "Thank you to my fans for reaching 1M followers" posts ready to go for the studio and Chimon's account. She stared at the screen for about 2 hours without blinking just to post a second after hitting 1M. "What was her name, again?" he said. "Bao? Bun? Bann?" He sighed. He should know it by now, she basically followed him around all day unless they were shooting a steamy scene. "Hmm, maybe I should get her some flowers, she is dedicated after all."
He clicked around a few times on twitter, stumbling on a new hashtag. #KaoOhmIsReal. Huh?