My mind is back. For 4 years I had to watch through a window. My body had its own mind and moved as a baby would while I trained as a subconscious. My baby mind had wandered on its own to father's study and had seen a technique. I had practiced this after father had put me back in my crib. A few times a month the house would experience a boost of spirit energy and not many people knew why. It was me leveling up using the cultivation technique. My body is gradually getting stronger.