I enjoy chatting with my three 'best friends'. I am lucky because I have friends like them especially Shu Kurenai! My cheeks quickly warmed up again because I remembered him again. I think I'm weird because we're just Kindergarten and that's how I think of him. All my friends already know about it except Shu, I keep it a secret from him so he won't avoid me. I was surprised when Valt tapped me.
"Shu is the one you're thinking again, right?"
I raised my eyes for him to keep quiet and I was also irritated because he was raising his voice. I couldn't stop yet so I spoke.
"Valt! Shut up! It's a good thing Shu isn't here! If he's here, he'll know that I secretly crushed him!"
I was tired of talking so I took a deep breath and looked at them again. I tried to calm myself down until Stella screamed. Stella is a friend of mine who loves to research all of our classmates.
Stella suddenly ran towards me and I could feel her nervousness. Why is she nervous? She brought her face close to my ear and held my arm tightly. I want to know what she has to say.
"Y-you didn't even realize that ..."
She stopped so I looked at her. I saw her bite her lip. Maybe I did something wrong or something I did not realize.
"W-what's that Stella? Besides, you're nervous."
I let her go and waited for what she would say next. She may not be sure if she will tell me that or not ... but it's ok with me even if she doesn't say it.
"Yes. I'm nervous ... because ..."
I was worried about what she would say. I could feel her hands clinging to my arm. I want to know that Stella. I Want to.
"What is that Stella? Tell me ... please?"
I even gave her puppy eyes just so she could tell me what she wanted to say earlier.
"Because ... y-you shouted earlier. We all heard what you said as well as your bi-biggest ..."
She stopped what she was saying and suddenly swallowed
"Secret. About. Shu. Kurenai ..."
She suddenly left my side while I was shocked. Can not be! I don't want everyone and especially Shu to know this! GRRR Y/N! You are really stupid!
I looked at my classmates one by one with the same reaction. They were all shocked. I looked at Shu as well, so did his reaction. But when I stared into his eyes, it was as if he was saying something to me. Does it seem ... secret? I couldn't stop myself and my cheeks suddenly got hot again! I'm so embarrassed! I suddenly ran even though I didn't want to run outside because of what happened earlier. A lot enters my mind and all I can do is slap my forehead.
I leaned against the wall of our classroom outside near the door. I just shrugged and waited for our next teacher. I tried to calm myself down but it didn't work, I was still nervous because of the shock and nervousness. I know it was my fault because Valt's voice was a bit quiet. Hey, let it be Y / N, everyone can forget that too ... maybe?
I just stared at the clouds and the sky and I heard someone open the door. I just ignored that and did not take my gaze away from the clouds and the sky. I was just surprised when someone took my hand. I jumped again in nervousness and panic. But I just let it go and I did not remove my hand and my gaze. I can see white hair and especially the bloody crystal eyes in the corner of my eye. I knew it was Shu. I could no longer hold back and my cheek warmed up again. Y/N! You really show that, so that's it, he already knows ...
"Y/N ..."
That's when my gaze was removed from the clouds and sky and finally looked at him. I just sniffed to stop the smile. I also looked at our 'holding hands'. He saw me look there and look into his eyes again. We stared for a moment and I saw his eyes look at our hand. We were silent. I always want that!
"I notice that you really had a crush on me before. I'm not just telling you because I'm just ashamed of you. I also want to be with you."
He stopped speaking and swallowed. I don't get him, what is that again? He also wants to be with me? W-what does that mean? I wanted to ask him about that but he led my question. He already answered the question I wanted to say.
"You know I'm ashamed to tell you this directly. But this is the only way for you not to separate from me". He said and suddenly his cheeks turned red. I was surprised when his cheek came out like that. My cheeks got hot because of that and I knew he could see that too. I was also surprised by what he said. 'You never left me?' What's that? But I think I already know what that is. He crushed me too.
"Yes Y/N ... I already know what you are thinking. I want you too."
He suddenly tightened my hand and we both stared. My heart was pounding and I could feel it. Hope this is not a dream! Hope it never ends! I want the two of us to just hold hands while enjoying this moment or whatever.
"Oh you two are here? Come in and our class will start"
We were shocked and shook our hands because of our teacher. Our teacher smiled and went in first and we went along.
I was about to get into the car after class and I saw my parents busy talking inside.
"Isn't that possible next time? Can't they reschedule it? Are they ready about it?"
"I don't know ... they are not sure yet so the schedule can be rescheduled before we can leave-"
They stopped talking when they saw me go inside.
"Y/N ... our job in America has been approved by your aunt who owns it. We said if we can reschedule for your graduation but ... they are not sure yet. We will find out tomorrow."
My jaw dropped as my dad finished saying this. When they go to America, they will take me which means, I will leave everything here in Japan!
"I hope they allow it to reschedule that, anyway. I want to graduate here. I don't want to transfer until I finish here."
They looked at each other while I was silent and played with my hands because I still felt Shu holding on to it earlier.
"Besides, your uncle was in America ... The member of the famous band there, the owner of the company told that you were chosen to be their new trainee. But ours is really the only problem, We don't know if it will be rescheduled so that we can take you to America at the same time. We will just go together so we can go to America together"
I was surprised that they would become my trainee. Me? Really? I would be famous then! My life will change! But what I really thought was Shu ... will I leave him? That really dominated my mind. None other than him. I feel crazy!
I was walking down the hallway to our room and I saw Shu in front of me. While I was looking at him, I thought about yesterday again. I just bit my lip. How can I tell them this? If it didn't reschedule ... Are we leaving tomorrow? ARRGGHH Y/N!
I was just at the door of the room. I could see that they had a big smile. I'm nervous about how they will react later ... I know that ... I also prepared myself because I am very emotionally sensitive so I can easily get cry. I approached them and looked at them all. I bit my lip and I knew the sadness on my face. I could see in their eyes the worry. I do not know how to start.
"Y/N ... Are you okay?" Stella asked as she immediately hugged me and I could feel her hands on my back as if they were holding me.
I still can't speak because something seems to be stuck in my throat. I want to tell them but how? I do not want to surprise them but there is no other way. Here it is. You can do this!
I took a deep breath first. "Someone invited me to America ... But that was not the problem because ... It was just after graduation. Only my parents ... Because, they were hired and we should be able to leave tomorrow- "
Stella didn't let me finish. She shook my both shoulder.
"Don't tell me you will leave us here and you will not graduate here ?!" I could see the tears in his eyes. I already feel the 'drama' here. Yikes ...
"They're not sure yet because they might reschedule it so I can leave after graduation" I said smiling and she smiled as well. They all sighed as I did. Fortunately, they understood that and the drama drama did not continue.
"I hope they reschedule because we want you to graduate with us... especially the other one here." He looked at Shu and I looked at him too. I saw him blush a little. You are really cute! "He also told Valt and me how he feels about you so ... Valt and I will respect that."
She said smiling. I looked down and my cheeks got hot. Y/N! Tsk tsk tsk.
The class was over and everyone else came out except me and Shu. I was just surprised when he approached me.
"Oh, Shu ... Why aren't you coming home yet?". I asked.
"Because eh... can I bring your bag? And let's go out together? Because ... maybe we won't meet again tomorrow ..."
My eyes widened and my cheeks warmed up again. I want to agree with him because I will be sad if tomorrow I will not see his face. Just now I just enjoy this moment.
"Ah, Let's go?" I said smiling and stood up and handed the bag to him. I just followed him and happily chatted. When we got to the gate his expression was sad.
"Ah ... okay Y/N, bye".
"Ah okay ... Bye..." I thought he was leaving but he hasn't. He waited for the car to leave. Before I could board, the driver's seat window opened. I was surprised and they were suddenly satisfied. I wonder what that is?
"Y/N! They said that they reschedule that! We will go to America after your graduation! You will graduate here! Fortunately, your aunt allowed us!" I looked at Shu and saw the delight in his eyes. I almost cried out in delight. "Oh, Bye Y/N"
"Bye ... Shu"
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I really can't believe that I really graduated here with my friends. There was silence between the four of us when Stella broke.
"I will write this in my diary and when I read it again, I will remember what happened to us especially the two of you HAHAHA" Stella laughed out loud as if no one else was there. Other people just ignored his laughter. I almost mapped the face palm and the four of us laughed.
"Hey Stella ... I'll be back here too. But I know it'll be a long time." I looked at the floor and looked at Shu. He was surprised when I looked at him so I just smiled and he smiled too. I did not know what to do when I suddenly hugged the three of them. They were surprised and just hugged me too.
"Y/N! Let's go and we will prepare our luggage for tomorrow." Mom said. "Oh ok mom!" I smiled at them both and looked at my best friends again.
"Bye..." I just smiled at them and did not show sadness. "Oh go ahead..be careful! Shu will miss you even more HAHAHA" Stella said and looked at Shu. Shu didn't react anymore but I saw that his cheek was a little red as well as mine.
"Hey, you're really crazy Stella. All right, bye!"
"Bye!"
While my mom and dad and I were walking, I saw another classmate, Belle. She went and asked my parents something.
"Good day. Can I talk to Y / N? I'm her classmate." My parents agreed and separated from them first to follow Belle.
We sat on a bench. She stood up suddenly and I was about to stand up when she suddenly slapped me.
"Hey you! I did the right thing to you! Go away! And NEVER come back here! It's good that you were accepted so that you can leave here too ... you have no value here! Also, imprint it on your brain... Shu is mine! Don't ever kidnap him because he's just mine! Clear?"
It would have been okay if the word 'clear' had cornered me. I do not know why. And that's why she wants me to leave... so I can't see Shu? Tsss ... She suddenly left and I remembered how she slapped me. She really inherited a lot from her mother, the villain in MY LIFE. Tss...
I got in our car because my parents were already waiting for me there. I just didn't tell them what happened.
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