"Will you stop fucking talking and listen"
Jacob snapped, the room instantly quieted as we turned in his direction.
"Alright, now as I was saying this run is a big one not just some half ass across the border with a handful of crack shit, you guys really want to piss off Frank?"
I sighed rolling my eyes
"Jake, we know what to do."
He narrowed his eyes but moved on with his conversation
"We leave at midnight, be here no fucking around, I mean it"
Stomping his long feet across the room he opened the elevator door stepping in.
"He is so uptight sometimes"
I cracked lighting up a cigarette giving Kyle a shove, he half smiled though I knew what he was thinking, we were all thinking the same thing.. that none of us want to do this.
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I sat starring at the girl in front of me maybe 16. She definitely had no business being in the club. She was completely out of it from the pills we had slipped in her drink.
"You ready to get her out of here?"
Brice whispered putting his hand on my leg my heart fluttered shit I needed to stay focused taking a breath I nodded and then glancing to my right I gave Jake a nod he talked to a couple of the bouncers slipping them each a rolled up stack off $100 bills, figures they were two of Frank's goons almost everyone in this state was, hell even I ended up under his slimy hands, I grabbed the girls arm
"Let's get out of here and have some real fun"
"Okay"
She slurred with a grin on her face, Brice put his hand around her waist pulling her close so she wouldn't fall as we made our way to the back door I looked around aware of who could see us if anyone could. Brice knocked twice on the back door then opened it to Lance and Ryan waiting for us with the cars.
"Oh my god a Lamborghini my friends are never going to believe this"
She screeched I shook my head knowing that she would never even get the chance to tell them.
Jake came out not even a minute behind us
"Alright get her in the car let's get her to the-"
"Hey! Where the fuck are you taking my girlfriend"
Brice drew his gun
"Kacy what are you doing here"
Her slurred words getting worse she raised her finger to him as he raised his hands as a reaction to Brice
"Woh man what the hell"
I glanced at Jake who pushed her in shutting the door
"Handle this"
He hissed climbing in the front seat
"You can't just leave with her! ALISSA"
He yelled walking closer to the car
"Don't fucking move kid"
Brice's face went cold, the side of him I hated more that anything I closed my eyes for a second before looking at the young boy in front of me maybe 17, no idea what he just tried to stop.
"Alright man I'll go I won't say a word to anyone"
His voice cracked from fear, no one talked for what seemed like minutes I looked at Brice he was considering what to do I knew by the look in his dark blue eyes, he wanted to shoot him he always wanted to kill, 'it's the way I'm made' he always says
"Hold this I'm going to tie him up"
Brice growled drawing my attention as he shoved his gun at me, I took it pointing it at the boy. This was nothing new for me, Brice and I have painted a lot of guns at a lot of people who pissed off Frank. He grabbed the rope from the our car and walked tours the kid who fidgeted around in his packet before quickly pulling out a knife stabbing at Brice several times
"Shit, shoot him"
I looked at Brice as he grabbed his side everything had happened so fast
"Trix fucking shoot him"
The kid glanced at me before dropping the knife and turning to run off time froze and it seemed as if it had taken forever to turn my finger, clamping down on the trigger. A slight pop filling the air the silencer quieting the blow, I watched his body go limp and hit the ground.
I had just murdered my first person for Frank, I had just took a kids life away for the man who took away mine, I never thought I could feel anymore dead inside until that day, I felt what life I did have left die with that kid.. if only this would be the only time I stooped this low for Frank, if only I would have said no, maybe I wouldn't be so fucked up today, maybe I could just be happy. Maybe....