I sit and stare up at the bright starry sky, there was always one star that shone brighter than any other, it gave me peace of mind thinking it was my momma watching over me. I sigh and gather my thoughts, I shouldn't have yelled at father hes been trying his best since mother was taken from us, maybe I should just lead this herd for the next few thousand years, is that all there is to this life? Leading a vulnerable group that's always open to attack? It's not like our safe space is subtle, anyone would notice small wooden houses out in forest, how come we've never been discovered yet? I have too many questions about this, about my life.. father wont answer, maybe I can find that tall blue lady again but that would mean getting into trouble, my head is all over the place maybe I should just go to bed....I get up and walk back down to our small cozy village and into my house, my father is sitting in a chair waiting for me and I run and hug him, cozy, loving...how they used to feel. It fills me with such a warmth in my heart, I feel so much happiness, my eyes close and I fall asleep in my father's arms.