"Tell me Reista, do you forgive your husband?". Ramel said that when there was no answer from Reista, his beautiful eyes now only stare at his wife's beautiful face, which seemed to have a lot of sadness.
"I don't know, I don't know what must to be forgiven". Reista looked confused, her eyes only stare at Ramel's eyes with a million wishes.
"Really.. ? I know I'm really wrong. But why you don't want to forgive me Reista?".
"I don't want to forgive you Ramel, you are clearly not wrong all the time. There is nothing wrong here, we just haven't learned how to be a good partner, we will start from the begining like we met. How about that?".
"Reista, how can you be so good to me? is A.. I just, I ... what I've done to you, its a mistake". Ramel rubbed his wife's hand gently, there was a broken heart inside Ramel, I don't know what it was. he never knew that a Reista's heart was so open and patience for him. he didn't know that his wife didn't blame him at all.
"You have no fault, only time that is not right to bring us together, only time that does not want us to be together".
"what do you mean Reista".
"I didn't cook you Ramel, I know you can't replace Andine's position in your heart or your life, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for coming to your life and hoping for love and attention from you. You are a good man Ramel, you are handsome and your mind is very wise. you are smart and you are hardworking, I'm just a woman without talent and any advantages. I don't deserve to be with on you side".
"I never thought that you did not have any advantages. you are so kind, I really don't love you, but I'm sure I will try that". Reista's tears fell, there was a deep pain when Ramel said that he couldn't love her heart yet. but what was I expecting? love fromRamel? certainly Reista will never get.
"Ramel, our marriage exists without love, without respect for each other, even now you still love your ex-wife. Even though I know, I know that she died a long time ago. But I still can't live a marriage like this".
Ramel looked at the rose, whose bloom was so beautiful, but why was that beauty so mute. like the mute of his heart.
Ramel never knew how to make Reista want to continue this marriage, Ramel never knew, there was a feeling of tightness in her heart l, when Reista wanted to separate.
"Then what do you want Reista".
"I just want to think for a while, I just want to think for us, about the best thing before we continue this marriage. I don't want to be with someone who doesn't even love me. Even with someone who still lives another woman, while in front of her eyes is a married wife. ".
"You want to go? You want to get away from my life?". Ramel got up from his seat rudely, he was really annoyed by Reista's current attitude, she would easily leave him and his child.
"I don't want to leave you, I just want us to think about each other".
"So what's the difference with you who will go away from me? what's the difference with the word you're going to leave me then? all the choice you give to us is going to leave me".
"Ramel, I just want you to think and try to forget Andine".
"Forgetting Andine? Forgetting the people I love? It's not the easy thing to me Reista, it's not easy when you just say, you never feel how the feeling of loss is. You never feel how when the person you love, leaves your life forever." Ramel snapped off at Reista in front of him, his heart hurt so easily when Reista simply said to make his heart forget Andine.
"You don't want me to go, and you also don't want to forget Andine? You're heart it's so greedy Ramel, you have to choose life with me, or live woth your memoriies with Andine who has passing away for long". Reista's voice was no less high, she wanted to meet Ramel for talk not to fight with him, but just to apologize and start over. started all without the shadow of andine.
"I'm greedy? I'm not greedy Reista. Andine is dead, she will never rise again into this world. I just ask you to understand that my current position is very difficult, I need you but I also don't forget Andine that easily". Ramel ruffled his hair coarsely, his mind completely exhausted at the moment.
Reista just cried silently, Reista didn't know what to say especially in front of Ramel. not the bickering Reista wanted. It's not like this, she just wanted to exchange mind set of Ramel and say everything in her heart with a cold mind.
"Ramel, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong to want you to forget Andine. But I only ask you one thing, can you try to love me and respect me as your wife? Can we start our household with something good? Can you get used to watching me and trying to guide myself to be a good wife to you ".
Reista's question made the breath of Ramel who was hunting slowly soften. he knew, he shouldn't shout at Reista like that. Reista's wish is a natural thing that a wife asks her husband. I should be able to make something like that happen.
"I will try to pay attention to you, but I beg you to understand me that is not easy to forget Andine. But I promise not to ignore you. I will try to love you".
Reista nodded, she smiled through her tears, Ramel stroked the top of his wife's head. Reista is a kind and beautiful woman. he will make a woman as happy as he is, he will try to love his wife.
"Thank you Ramel, I will try to be patient with you. I know you are a good person, I just need to wait for that time to come, the time when you love me and we will be a happy family".
"I will try to make it all happen for you. I will try to be a good husband to you".
Reista nodded in understanding, Reista hugged Ramel tightly. Ramel just smiled and hugged Reista's embrace. he laughed a little as Reista's face wiped her tears on Ramel's chest at the same time.