It's been a week since I became the wife of a Ramelson, nothing special so far, after our wedding day. We only chat as necessary and I remain the secretary at the office, yes nothing has changed.
We are like subordinates and superiors as we should be.
Actually this is not a marriage that I want, a husband and a wife but like two strangers who don't know each other, who knows whether there will be complete happiness about this marriage.
But I'm quite grateful because I feel quite happy with the call of a mommy from my son. The love given by the two very kind in-laws, they really love me like they love their own children.
Twice in this week Mrs. Gornio, my mother-in-law has come just to ask how we are and have dinner together. she was a very understanding person, she even suggested that I quit my job and open a boutique business with her.
actually I wanted to, but maybe later when I have a child from Ramel, a child? my thinking is already in that direction, even though Ramel hasn't even touched me. just a brief kiss a few days ago. and yes there you go, no more physical contact.
sometimes I think every night, does Ramel not like my body shape ?. I've purposely wore clothes that were slightly open every night's sleep, and Renandra was already sleeping in his own room. but Ramel just looked at me dully and fell asleep until morning.
I've also watched a few of adult films, how to seduce my own husband, but that's too naughty. I imagine when teasing him already shudder with horror.
Maybe later I should ask some old friends, who of course already have experience flirting with her husband.
Today I am preparing to go to the office, but I still carry out my obligations as a wife, I prepare the needs of my husband and my son.
Wake them up and prepare clothes and breakfast together, even though sometimes I have to bother because of the endless busy office. Luckily Ramelson has a lot of servants, so I don't have to tidy up a Mansion this big.
"Morning darling, let's have breakfast together, where is your daddy, son?" I asked Renandra who had come down and prepared to have breakfast together.
"Morning too mom", he kissed my right cheek and left cheek who knows since when his habit has been done but I'm still happy with his sweet behavior.
"Daddy is getting ready mom, maybe I'll come down soon. Mom, can you prepare me today bring supplies for take to the school ?. because I'm bored with the food in the school canteen". he spoke with pursed lips, his habit of wanting something. even though it's only been a week's face to face with his spoiled nature, but it always makes me feel valued and cherished.
"Yes, let's have breakfast first, mommy will prepare lunch for you boy", I winked and stroked the top of his head.
I went to the kitchen to take the lunch box and bring it to the dining room again, I arranged some side dishes and vegetables and fruit into the lunch box. at lunchtime Renand is used to heavy meals, even though he is still in elementary school, but he has a lot of activities. he must stay healthy and focus on learning.
"Alright, this is your lunch box. dont be left the slightest bit and eat a lot, okay?" Put the lunchbox in his bag and don't forget the drinking bottle.
"Yes, thank you mom, sit down mom we eat together, Daddy has come down". He showed my husband who was very handsome in a blue shirt suit that I prepared.
"Yes okay", I smiled, then spooned the fruit salad on the plate and gave a small glass of strawberry yogurt to Renandra, Ramel sat quietly and opened his napkin, Next I gave him Sweet bread and fresh fruit slices to my husband, Ramelson did not speak at all he just eat in silence.
Yes, even though it's been a week, but its character hasn't changed, it's still cool and cold as usual. Even I'm confused about how to break the silence nearby. He always responds briefly to my every word. But let's just let it go.
I'm still lucky isn't it, compared to the people out there. I am still given the economic sufficiency and happiness of the extended family.
We eat in silence, every now and then I ask if they want to add something. Ramel doesn't eat much in the morning, but I don't forget to always give him a cup of hot coffee.
After a while, our breakfast was finished, Ramel got up from his seat and took the necessary briefcase, I helped Renadra put on school shoes and tidy up his collar.
"Is there nothing left behind your school needs son? Have you done your homework too?", I asked him as well as asked him to enter the car.
"It's all right mom, take it easy", he replied.
We went and cut the streets of the capital. Ramel never drives when he goes to work, everything is done by the driver, we sit quietly in the back seat. sitting side by side but still silent, Ramel asked about the needs of his son only. I don't know maybe he was like that person.
I saw him combing his hair and using hair gel to make it look a little wet, not forgetting to wear geeky glasses that have become an obligation while he goes to the office. even though people saw him as very geeky, but in my opinion he still looked handsome, the aura of intimidation did not disappear from his bright brown eyes.
It's been a week, and I haven't dared ask him why he's always looking like that, geeky and boring. it was too personal, and Ramel never said anything.
Our car has entered Renandra's school grounds, he goes to a well-known private school. No wonder the school building is really spacious and nice.
"Bye mom bye dad, I'll see you at home", he said goodbye to me and Ramelson, I kissed the top of his head and smiled, Ramel always kissed his son's cheek.
Renandra is very cute in school clothes and runs into the big building in front of him, I think the friends at his school have a wealth that is no different from the wealth of Mr. Ramelson beside me.
Our car drove away leaving the school building, going straight to reach the office buildings.
"Reista I want tomorrow Wednesday to clear all my schedules, I have a need", said Ramelson breaking the silence in the car.
"Wednesday? Aren't you having an important meeting with shareholders?" I frowned in surprise, the meeting with the shareholders was very important for the continuation of the company's development, especially this was the first time he wanted to cancel an important meeting.
"Just empty it, I have more important business than that meeting", he replied coldly.
"Yes fine", I just complained of resignation, besides I don't really care, but still there are parts of my heart that feel tight because of their behavior. I'm his wife but I don't even know anything about the life he is doing.