When I saw her again like nothing happened, I felt my heart was beating so fast. Pinipigilan ko ang sariling ibunton sa kanya ang galit ko nang makita ko syang muli.
I decided to hide our child, because his sure she'ss going to suffer again. Ako ang mas nahihirapan sa anak ko na si Raven kapag sa kanya na muli ang usapan namin.
Nagigising ako minsan ay umiiyak sya dahil hinahanap sya ng anak namin at palaging nananaginip ito. I was confused when the time comes, My sister Nicole are introduced me to my Arzalea. She was no reaction when she looked at me.
Napakunot ang noo nya ng makita ako, nagtaka ako doon ngunit hindi ko iyon pinansin.
Makalipas ang ilang araw, buwan at taon bago ko muli syang nakita nang nag iisa sa coffee shop at mukhang nasa malalim na pag iisip at tulala.
Pinigilan ko ang sarili na tumayo upang yakapin sya nang mahigpit dahil sa tagal ko syang hindi nakita. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko sa pag-aalala ng makita ko ang luha sa mata nya ngunit agad nya pinahid iyon gamit ang palad nya.
I was shocked when she looked at me in a second after she leaved. I was confused too, and I was desperate to know the truth, How can she looked at me like I am a stranger to her? My heart almost broke into a pieces and she was the only girl who fixed it.
When I first saw her again, I know like there's something wrong to her but I ignored that before. I thought like she was acting like she doesn't know me. But when I read in her eyes, She's suffer from the pain and I think she was a torture to someone before, I didn't know.
"Do you know me?" Bigla kong hinablot ang braso nya nang makita ko sya.
"Yeah, Daven right?" Halos manlamig ako sa lamig ng boses nya, ganon pa rin sya at parang walang pinag bago.
"Yeah, Uhmm.. Did you eat a lunch?" Gusto kong sapukin ang sarili ko, dahil hindi ako ganito mang trato sa babae. Ngunit pagdating sa kanya ay parang tumitiklop ako.
"Not yet," Umiling sya habang nakatitig ito sa akin.
When I looked to her eyes, I was just hypnotized with her grey eyes. We are the same color but she has a dark grey eyes when mine has a light grey eyes.
"I'll invite you for a lunch,-"
"-No thanks," Nagulat ako doon at dahan dahan na inagaw ang braso nya at tumalikod sa akin.
Halos isang linggo ko iyakan ang paghihirap nya at nang malaman ko sa kapatid ko ang pinagdaraanan nya.
Days, weeks, month and Years has passed bago kami nagkaroon ng communication sa isa't isa. Nakaka usap na din nya ako, bilang galing sa akto ko na sungitan sya panandalian.
I was actually happy like there's no tomorrow when I got closed to her always. But our son are excited to see her mom which is, My only love, Arzalea Desiree Smith.
"I always accept her dad, no matter what po. Kasi po diba you said na what ever happens, she's still my lovely mother," I got emotional to our son. Now I know what will his attitude when he grow up.
My Arzalea got shocked when she saw our son Raven. She's so easily to read now. And I knew she's falling to me again deeper. I saw she avoid her gazed to me and she also blushed when I say a sweet word to her.
I know she's in denial girl and she like to focus in our mission. She feel like she's not a romantic girl, at mahirap din pumasok sa buhay nyang muli dahil alam kong natatakot lang sya na maulit ang nangyari sa kanya- sa amin noon.
Ngunit hindi ko hinayaan iyon at mas lalo ko syang binabantayan at tinitingnan mula sa malayo, bawat galaw nya ay alam na alam ko. Lalo na ang sikreto o paborito nyang pagkain at ang fashion nya.
Halos nagkaka isa na din ang isip naming dalawa when we're together with our mission.
But my heart broke again into a pieces ng umalis sya muli, ngunit hindi na ako madalas umiinom sa tuwing wala sya. Bawat lugar ng daraanan ko ay sya ang naalala ko. Panay ang iyak ni Raven hanggang sa lumaki sya at tulala na lamang minsan ito at nawawalan na ng gana kumain.
Nang maka balik sya ay parang nawala ang tinik sa dibdib ko nang malaman kong naka survive sya sa Pinaka Boss. Galing China, nakulong pa sya nang ilang taon doon bago nakalayang muli.
When I saw her talking to our son, Hindi ko maiwasan ang mapatingin sa kanya, I know she will be a good mother to our son kahit na ilang taon pa syang nawala.
Ngayon ay alam kong bumabawi na sya sa anak namin at minsang nagiging emosyonal dahil sa bilis ng paglaki ni Raven.
"Raven! Bakit mo na naman ba pinaiyak ang kapatid mo?!" Sigaw ng asawa ko.
"I didn't do anything, the twins just stared at me so I stared them too, but in a minute those two twins are started to cry," Raven said while his head sets are in his next while his one right hand are holding his tablet.
2 years has passed and my love from my wife is unstoppable loving her, and I am happier when she gave a birth for the twins.
And Yes, We have a twins named Arisha Yvenna Gomez and Amir Faison Gomez.
'A Beautiful Ending'