In a perfect world, hearts heal and people move on, well I say that is nonsense. How do you heal if you can't move on because you are still waiting for the impossible to happen, waiting for the one that broke your heart to come back and make it whole again cause the thing is, you cannot move on if they are not next to you moving on together.
Yesterday was torture, today is agony. She has not phoned or even messaged me. I don't know if she is waiting for me or if I must wait for her. This unwritten book of love is just a messed up bundle of confusion.
I am sitting with Matt and Chloe outside around the pool area. Matt has taken it upon himself to see me get through this, I feel completely useless and vulnerable. "Hey bro, grab a beer and get some sun on those skinny bones."
"Man, I don't know how brown I want this buddy of mine."
He bursts out laughing as I adjust my prosthetic leg and lay back on the deck chair.
