After what he did to me I can't stop… it was lik the feeling of him doing that to me is giving something kind of sensation in my body. I can't stop… I don't want him to stop. Stop! I knocked out of myself and I immediately pushed him away from me. It's not that I'm scared if he might do something to me but I'm scared of what might happen to me. Damn his tongue licking a piece of my skin that's so sensitive. Damn it! If that continues I might not even be able to stop myself from doing something likethat.
"F-Forgive me, I got carried away. But the pain in your neck is gone now, right?" HE asked. My throat was like dry and I don't know what to answer him.
"N-No… I mean I l-like that too… but were nothing so let's not go further than than." His eyes widened but he still nodded at me. Damn it! What do you think your saying, Snow?
After that session of teaching he oleft and I just entered my room and pretend like nothing happened. Damn it! But I can't… I can still feel his breath on my neck and… that. Damn it! I can't sleep so I decided to ask the servant to bring me tea in the library. I decided to read some book and it might be able to help tiring my eyes.
It's already past midnight and I already finished my tea but no single word or even quotes from what I'm reading are stuck in my mind. Damn it! My parents are probably asleep by now! I decided to finish the book that I was reading and decided to come back to my room. I lay down my bed and closed my eyes but damn! Every time I closed my eyes that scene just keeps flashing into my mind.
And he morning star rise and I didn't even got any single sleep! I don't even want to go to school right now! Like seriously but I also had no choice so I go down and my parents were having tea. Mother almost choke from drinking her tea when she looked at my face and my father… well what do you even expect? HE laughed at me! Damn it! Can't they just ask what's wrong????
And finally, "What' wrong with your face, Snow?! Did you not go to sleep last night? As far as I remember you have already received a spell that will lessen your nightmares!" Mother said. It was know nightmare that I kept on thinking last night, Mother!
"Ts.. it was because of someone. I did not sleep. I can't sleep." I just answered.
"B-But how about reading your books? You love reading books when you can't sleep." Mother worriedly said. And my Father just keeps on chuckling while he was sipping his tea. I wish you choke damn it!
"I tried that, too, Mother but it still didn't work. I kept on closing my eyes but that scene that I can't remember just keeps on flashing on my mind." What can't I remember? Nothing! I still remember it all! Everything that happened last night! I still remember it! I can even feel his breath on my skin and his tongue licking my neck! Damn it!
Damn him! This is all because of him! Doing something inappropriate without my permission! Just how dare him that's all!
"Oh my darling. You're face is like a monster. Do you want not to go to school today so you can rest and sleep? If you want I'll tell your friend Fierra about some task or lessons today. " I just nodded at her and went back to my room, closed my eyes and then sleep. That's all I ever wanted! And thank ices.. I really had that longing sleep.
I woke up when someone was poking my cheek and it was Fierra. I opened my eyes and it widened when I saw a familiar man in my room so I screamed as loud as I can but both of them were just staring at me.
"What's wrong with you, Snow?" Fierra asked me.
"W-What are you doing here? A-And what are you even doing here?!" I asked him like a scared cat. But Fierra spanked my head and just gave her a death glare. She really loves doing that to me! Even when we were little kids!
"Can you explain to me? What are you both doing in my room?" I fake a cough and asked.
"Hay. The Queen and King went to the Academy to talk to me and Wynter and told us about why you can't come today we decided after class to visit you and check on you." Fierra explained. O-oh..
"O-Ohh.. sorry, I over reacted. I was just shucked to see you both in my room. Anyway how was class today?" I changed the topic.
"It was fine. Fairy Ginger was the one who taught us and also Wynter to improve on how we hold our instruments. And also after a week we are going to be showing a simply glimpse of illusion of what we learned and after a week a long illusion that have something like animals and a landscape that must fill th whole music room." I nodded at her without even understanding a word she said. Damn! It's giving me more headaches.
"Hmmm… here," He gave me a basket full of fruits and I put them at my side table. Fierra just gave us some smile like there's something wrong with us both.
"Ooooookaaaayy! I think I'll just go and enjoy the fields of the garden here since… uhm… I don't want to be rude and interrupt two love birds right here," She chuckled and I just hissed at her so she would just leave my room.
"Why did you bought me?" I asked directly while I gave off a wide smile.
He looked away as I looked at his cheeks turned red, "I-I bought you fresh fruits from the market. I was worried.." I smiled and acted like I was curiosed.
"eh? Why would you be worried for me?" I asked. And I just want to laugh at him since his cheeks just turned bright red. I grab one fruit from the basket and ate it.
"Why were you worried, Wynter? I mean.." I shrugged my shoulder and let out a sigh.
"I was worried that I caused you this that's why you didn't come to class.." I was stunned for that moment and I didn't know what to say but I acted like I did.
"Hmmm… I'm fine, though. I just didn't or I just can't sleep last night that's why this happened to me and this morning I was so tired and I slept. That is why I ended up not going to the Academy today." I explained to him.
I don't understand… I don't seem to understand why is my heart so light and warm whenever I talk to him. Shouldn't I be mad? 'Cause he always annoys me and then one he just had to teach me and then my heart feels so light and contented. But that doesn't mean anything, right? Maybe this is just some side effects for the herbs I drank earlier. Yeah… maybe it's just some random side effect I am feeling. Maybe this feeling can go away after a few morning stars and I should just be doing fine.
"H-Here…" He gave me a piece of paper with some notes written on it.
"what's this?" I asked and I pointed out the paper.
"It's some notes I found inside my old box when I was also learning to make illusions. Maybe this could help you when you get back to class." He answered.
"O-Oh.. thank you. This can really help."
"And also about the presentation next next week. I asked the Queen if I can visit you to teach you some notes for your overall illusion." I just nodded at him. I acted normal like it was just nothing but it's a no1 why would my mother allow that? Isn't she afraid that this guy might do something to her daughter? Ugh! Maybe I should ask Father about this.. Yeah, he surely can.
"No! This is what I said and that is the thing that will happen! I want that boy to teach my daughter to play her instrument and there's no thing you can do about it! I am the Queen! And I have the rights to declined what ever you propose to me! Involving also my daughter!" And then Mother looked at me with such furious eyes.
I just sighed in defeat because there is nothing you can ever say to my mother about her decisions for me… not even the King himself.
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sorry if I can't update I have to finish my modules first. aaaaa. but don't worry I'll update soon.