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Chapter 24 - Fear-rection

Jax

I hated being away from her, it always makes me feel incomplete and lost without her by my side. The calls were not enough, and every time Layne called me with an update it made me antsier but oddly at ease. To know my woman was learning how to defend herself and our children was comforting, but I should be focusing on their safety. Instead, I was stuck babysitting some rich prick who could not fend off some stalker chick.

All while my wife was facing a new threat to our lives. It infuriated me because I knew it was not my father, we had tabs on him now and there was no sign of him reaching out to Amelia. So, this was now a new dam threat, one I was not prepared for because we have barely had a moment of peace. I had sent the screen shot to Robin and Layne to see if they could find something on her phone, but the number fell short. We would have to pull our sources to dig even more.

The system was checked as well to make sure no one had hacked it, but nothing could be found. Which meant I needed to come home sooner then what Ghost wanted me to but there was understanding on why I needed to come home. After checking my phone before taking off I was more then happy to bolt out of that dam mission. Seeing her in the bikini that barely covered her tits and clearly some sun kissed her body about made me fall out of my seat in the car and cum before I even knew I was hard. She was pure beauty and looked relaxed for once.

It was late when my car reached the house, the lights were off, so it meant I needed to be quiet going into the house. I am pretty sure if I woke the twins Amelia would have my balls. Something had caught my eye when I paid the cab and they drove off; it was the oncoming storm. It called to me and lured me to the back of the house. It was very ominous and beautiful in its own way. I could see the fire pit smolder more as rain began to slowly drop, when I turned around and saw the perfection I loved sitting at our island. I could see her head in her face as I assume she was crying; at that point I knew I made the right call to leave my mission early.

The rain picked up more while I moved to the side door that led to the War Room, I scanned my thumb over the key entry and darted in. I dropped my bags down on the floor and looked around the room to see that everything was in place, even the stack of folders were nicely put on the round table in the middle of the room. The blankets on the couches were even folded nicely, I honestly do not think I have ever seen this room clean. When I walked out of the room and went into the gym area I even noticed that it was spotless. It kind of made me chuckle to think that Robin or Layne had been bored enough to clean.

I left the room and began heading up the stairs, I could hear her padding across the kitchen floor almost. Her steps were hesitant across the floor, it broke my heart to think she was on edge due to everything going on. When I reached the kitchen, she was no longer there. My body began to panic, she was right here, and I could hear her. Where the fuck was she?! I could barely see in front of me as I walked to the front door, I fumbled through my pocket to find my phone in hopes to open the flashlight app. When I turned around, I saw her looking out the patio door, her body was still in that dam bikini that I planned to rip off her once I took her upstairs. Fuck, if we even make to our room.

As I walked towards her I could see her body tense, as if she sensed someone near her. It made me proud to know she was aware more, but in a matter of seconds a flash of something caught my eyes followed by her eyes locking to mine. However, her eyes did not scream that she knew me. I did not even realize how close I was to her until she pivoted, and her fist came close to grazing my chin, when I reached for her she dropped her body into a crouch. Fuck she was quick and precise with her movements. When I reached for her again she spun around so our backs were to each other. No matter the move I made she was a tad quicker before I knew it she had me moving to ground but the way my body was going I would land on top of her. I grabbed her and moved us, so she was left on top of me.

For some reason, her body language still read that she did not realize who I was, and I flipped us over, so I was now on top her. She let out a frustrated growl, which surprisingly stirred something in me. This whole thing was extremely hot, she was fighting me in this pointless swimsuit, kicking my ass and turning me on all together. The thing of it caught me off guard, her legs wrapped around my torso and flipped us back over. In one swift move, she slapped her hand on my chest and produced a blade from thin air. This whole fucking time she was wielding a knife and managed to not cut either of us!

I let out a breath and raised my hands showing her I was yielding; I could feel the confusion roll off her. I was now grinning from ear to ear. "I would like to know where the fuck you kept that the whole time while wearing such little clothing?"

I heard her gasp; she quickly flung the knife away from us and as quickly she kicked my ass she grabbed my face and kissed me like her life depended on it. Shit it might have well been like our lives depended on it. I grabbed the back of her head and deepened the kiss, we both let out a groan when her hips began to move. When we finally stopped making out like we were in high school, we were gasping for air.

While heavily breathing "How long have you been home?"

I smiled affectionally at her, gently caressing her hair. "Long enough to see you crying in the kitchen my love."

A tear began to fall down her cheek, without thinking I gently wiped the lone tear with the pad of my thumb. I brought her into a hug and raised myself up, so I was now sitting on the floor. Her legs instinctively wrapped around me and she held on for dear life. I nuzzled into her neck and gently caressed her head while whispering comfort to her that I was home now. I pulled away, leaned my forehead against hers, cupping one of her cheeks, and I stared into her emerald eyes. Despite how beautiful they were, they usually were this color when she was sad. A small smirk came across her face while I was getting lost in her eyes.

"What's so funny my sweet Amelia?" I had a smirk now matching hers.

"Well, my husband, I managed to kick your ass and rather swiftly." I rolled my eyes and scoffed at her. "And during this whole time did you have a boner?"

"I am not going to lie to you...but yes. I had one the second I saw you standing by the patio door and my cock managed to get harder while we were sparring. I am pretty sure you gave me a fear-rection."

My statement got a giggle out of her and I explained before she could even ask. "It's when a guy is completely terrified but really turned on at the same time. You managed to do that because I was pretty sure you were going to kick my ass more, all while wearing this revealing bikini."

I brought her into a deep passionate kiss, I brushed my tongue along the bottom her lip asking for access to her mouth. She did not hesitate one bit, when she moaned the sound went straight to my already rock-hard cock. Shit it had been months since I had been in her, no matter how many times I jerked off into the shower it was not enough. Nothing compared to being in her, she was warm, tight, and so responsive to me. However, if I did not get her up to our room soon enough I would bust into my already tight jeans, this was going to be a quick fuck, but I wanted to take it slow.

I slowly stood up still holding Amelia with my hands cupping her ass, I began walking us up the stairs and straight towards our room. My mouth never left her body, I slowly kissed her neck, cleavage and face while getting us to that dam room. When I walked in, I kicked our door shut and made a fast move to our bed. I gently tossed her down on to the bed and began stripping down to my briefs. I saw Amelia was watching me with hungry eyes and not once did her look falter from me, it made me feel primal almost to see her this way. When I got to the edge of our bed, I grabbed her ankles and pulled her to the edge, so her sweet, delectable pussy was level to my face.

I parted her knees, so she was spread wide for me, I placed my nose into her and inhaled her honey musty scent. I kissed her gently, it was music to my ears to hear her gasp and whine when I began kissing down her thighs. I ripped off her bottom and tossed it over my shoulder, her bare pussy was now ready in front of my eyes. I could see that she was already dripping wet for me. I dove into her cunt and used my tongue to part her lips all while stroking her clit with the tip of my tongue. I could hear her moan as she withered beneath my hold, and it caused me to moan as her juices started coating my tongue.

"Jax please" pure heaven on her lips.

"What you want baby?" My voice was thick with lust.

"I need you in me" Her hips bucked as I circled her clit and drew it into my mouth.

I jumped up and ripped my briefs off faster than I have ever in my life. I came up to kiss her deeply so she could taste her juices off my mouth, it got me a moan and her nails dragging down my back. I let out my own moan before backing away from her to head to our nightstand for a condom. Amelia rolled over to where I was and grabbed my cock. She gently pumped it up and down while licking her lips.

"Jax I am going to give you the best welcome home present." She was purring almost. She licked her lips and slowly swallowed up my cock.

"Fuck." I hissed out. "Baby I won't last long if you do that even though it would be a great present."

She with drew my cock from her mouth and grinned like she had a secret. "I got an IUD put in at my check up and was cleared earlier this week for no condoms."

I tossed the foil package from my hand and jumped on her faster then ever. I hovered over her body and stared into those amazing eyes. "Love, I don't think I can do sweet and passionate because I am close to combusting already."

"Jax, fuck me like you haven't seen me in a couple of weeks."

I grabbed my shaft and lined it up to her wet slit, I slowly dragged my tip down her clit when I reached her entrance I locked eyes with my beautiful wife and impaled her. I grabbed her knees and lifted her ass up, so they rested on my thighs. I waited there briefly to just admire this beauty that I was buried inside, just enough time before I began thrusting inside her. Her moans were pure ecstasy and her walls clenched me with each movement. I decided to flip us over and giver her the reins for a bit, silently hoping this buys me some time.

Once on my back she readjusted herself and quickly sat on my cock causing her to swear. From this angle I could see her tits move with each time she grinded on me. I could not resist to reach up and knead them, they were lush, perky, and ever still big. I know she was upset that her tit size did not go down after having the twins, I honestly was not going to complain except if she paraded around in this bikini in front of others. I sat up wrapping my arm around her back and pulling her closer to me, my lips smashed into hers while she continued riding me. I could feel her clench again around me all while she moaned. I moved my lips down her jaw and continued until I reached her collarbone, I nipped at the top of her breast. In return I got a mix between a gasp and a moan, with that along her movement I could feel my balls tighten and my core began to clench, I was too close. I flipped her over again, so she was on her knees bent over in front of me, I smacked her ass as I rammed into her again.

"Baby I am so close" I grunted as I rammed into her, occasionally smacking her ass so it would be a nice subtle pink.

"I am almost there Jaxon" I groaned with her calling me by my full name.

I reached in front of her and found the tiny swollen bud and began stroking her while I thrusted in. When I felt her pussy pulse around me I stopped and gave it my all, slamming into her, clamming her all for my own. Even with hitting her cervix I just was not deep enough but it was the best I could do. Amelia's moans became louder, eventually abandoning that she began to scream from her orgasm that was now ripping her body and creating a vice grip around my cock.

"Fuck Amelia, keep coming baby I am almost there." I slammed in harder, each thrust creating an even more intense feeling in my balls. I smacked her ass again, watching her ass ripple from my hand but when I looked up it was what finally set me over. I could see our reflection in the window, seeing her face and tits bounce created the most intense orgasm. I felt myself pulse as I shot my warm, thick load into her pussy.

We both let out a grown of pure bliss, we needed this release more than I think we understood. We collapsed into our bed gasping for air, in post sex bliss and her hair draping over her face she looked like an angel. My angel. I reached up to her face and gently tucked her hair behind her ear. Despite the ungodly hour and the raging storm outside, I needed to take care of her. I pulled myself out of bed and quickly gathered her into my arms. Her hands wrapped around my neck instinctively, she smiled at me and locked eyes with me. When I began to move towards the bathroom she gently kissed my jaw and moved down to my neck.

"I am going to draw us a bath, then once we are cleaned we can crawl back into bed love." I kissed her forehead as we entered the bathroom. I sat her down onto the sink and turned around to start a bath.

"You know hon," She paused and when I looked over my shoulder I could see her watching me like I was a steak. She shook her head and continued "Dani was taking care of the twins all night until after dinner. Since Robin and Layne are off as well that means we can lay in bed all day."

"Mm" was my initial response. I turned around and grabbed Amelia, taking us to the bath. I slowly lowered her in the tub, when she was in she moved forward to let me in. Once we were settled I began running the loofa over her body. "I think I am okay with that, or even lounging around the pool with you."

She giggled "You just want to see me in the bikini again."

I kissed her neck and gently nipped at her. "Dam right I want to see you in a bikini again. I only saw pictures and from when we sparred. I want to see you in the sun and maybe wet from the pool."

This got another giggle from her. I could feel her body slowly relaxing in the tub, like she had been tense ever since I left. Her face looked so much happier, yes the picture she sent me she looked amazing but being home she was a different level of relaxed. Fuck if I was not even feeling the same, just being home lifted a weight off my chest. Almost as if I were holding my breath in.

Once the water became cold, I pulled her out and began drying her off gently. We went through our domestic routine of brushing our teeth and such. We walked into our closet, I slipped on a pair of my briefs while I watched her slip on these skimpy black booty shorts and a white tank top that looked like if she moved right it would bust at the top. Once again, not complaining but it made her tits look amazing and showed off her perky nipples. Once settled into our bed, Amelia laid her head on my chest, gently placing a kiss on my peck. I returned it by kissing the crown of her head.

We laid like that for some time, listening to the rain and thunder from outside the house. It was peaceful, I understood now why Amelia loved the storms, they were relaxing. Not long after, I noticed her breathing was more peaceful. When I drug my finger along her spine she did not spur, my sweet Amelia was fast asleep. For the first time in weeks, I felt at ease and drifted on to a dreamless sleep.

I woke gently with the feeling of a delicate hand tracing down my stomach and stopping at the band of my briefs. There was no hesitation from her as her hand slipped below and grabbed my semi hard cock. I could feel the bed dip and her body move to between my legs as she pulled my shaft out. I was growing harder every second she was down there. Next thing I know, her warm mouth was wrapped around me.

"Mm love." Is all I could get out as her head bobbed slowly down. I gripped the sheets in my fists and tried not to buck my hips. I could feel Amelia drag her tongue up and down my length while her suction increased. I opened my eyes to see the most amazing sight in front of me, my girl latched on to me with her beautiful dark hair cascading off to the side of her face. My hands flew to her hair to bunch it up into my fist, I pulled it slightly causing her to moan in pleasure.

"Open your eyes baby and look at me while you're sucking my cock." It all came out as a growl and a demand more than anything else. But she followed my command and locked into my eyes. "That's it my dirty girl take it all."

Sure, enough she did as she was told, I could feel the back of her throat as she went down and drug her tongue up my shaft when she was going up. I could not hold on much longer, I pulled her hair so it would take her mouth away from my cock and dragged her up kissing her like she was my last breath. I could taste myself on her almost and it increased my need to be in her. Without skipping a beat or me needing to tell Amelia she dropped herself down onto my rock-hard cock. I let out a swear as she started grinding on me and found her nipple with ease and latched on to it like she did my cock.

I could not for the life of me say how long we went or even when we started. I had Amelia in every position possible, when she was bent over for me each time I would smack her ass and leave the beautiful shade across her. One of the times after I shot my load in her, I had her on her knees and me directly under her pussy. I wanted to taste both of us mixed together and feel her drip into my mouth while she unraveled again. It was a perfect mix of sweetness and salty, I would take my finger into her and use it to pull out more of our juices. Once we finished we both passed out in pure exhaustion.

The roll of thunder gently brought me out of my sleep, I had Amelia perfectly molded to my body, while her head was buried into chest I gently drug my knuckle down her naked back. She let out a little mewl and snuggled closer into me. I laid that way for a few more minutes before I tucked her back into our bed. I put on clean briefs and the gray sweatpants that Amelia loves to see me in. I left our room and quietly shut the door; the whole house was quiet. This was the silence I enjoyed. Knowing everyone was asleep and safe in their bed. I padded down to the kitchen and started the coffee. I needed the liquid gold in my body. The flight home and the sexual escapade left me exhausted beyond reason, but my body was humming with excitement just being back home.

Once the coffee was done I grabbed a cup and leaned against the counter looking out over the island and seeing the sun start coming in through the windows. While sipping my coffee I could hear a door open and closely followed by someone walking. I watched as the giant black man I have come to love as a brother like Amelia, walk to the fridge in only a pair of boxers. His head was neatly buzzed now, and his skin was somewhat glistening from what I am assuming is from a shower. I did not realize that he was covered in ink as much as I was but then again I have never seen him this naked before.

I saw him walk to the fridge and pulled out a container of yogurt and fresh fruit. I stayed still while drinking my coffee and watched Emmett go through his routine clearly not realizing I was behind him. Once he was done with the fridge he shut the door and walked back to the island, I watched him open the containers carefully. I am assuming he was getting ready to get a bowl and spoon when he turned around.

"Sweet mother of Gaga!!" Emmett yelled while placing his hand to his chest while trying to catch his breath. All I could do was smile and sip my coffee "Boy, you are lucky I didn't have a knife on me or something."

I placed my coffee cup on the counter and crossed my arms along my chest. "I am lucky you decided to wear at least something when you walked down here." I gestured to his body that he was barely dressed "Although you wouldn't have been the first to pull a knife on me in this house in under twenty-four hours."

Emmett's eyes almost bugged out of his head at that comment. "What? Who the hell pulled a knife," he paused briefly when we both responded at the same time.

"Amelia"

Emmett shook his head but had a grin plastered on his face. "That girl has been something else lately. Having you home though will be a huge help. What time did you get home last night?"

"I think it was close to one in the morning." Emmett went back to making his breakfast.

"What time did you go to actual bed?" I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Well after Amelia kicked my ass, I think I may be at three hours of sleep. If that." I looked at the clock and saw that it read it was seven in the morning. "Although I was thinking of taking breakfast back up to Amelia so we could stay in bed for a bit. She said Dani was watching the twins for the day; but from what I gathered thanks to Layne and Robin she has been on edge lately. So, I am going to take advantage of that and hope to get her to relax a bit."

"Lord, yes she needs it. We pampered her yesterday, but it just did not seem enough. I think every morning she is up at four with the twins and doesn't go to bed herself until almost eleven."

My heart ached from that statement. She was busting her ass with training and being a mom. I doubt she stopped long enough to give herself a break, it made me feel extremely grateful for our friends. Even though I know she did not ask for help from them, they probably had to force it out of her. I pulled out a tray from the cupboard and began staking it full of fresh fruit, coffee, a blueberry bagel, and strawberry cream cheese. All while Emmett and I chatted about how things have been going on for everyone. Emmett had mentioned being able to open another barber shop while Annie and Destiney were able to provide manicures and pedicures. It was a way for them to get out, even though they knew they did not need the money.

Dani and Jesus were the ones to hold the house when Amelia was training. They took turns watching the twins, even though Dani had adopted the role of grandma to them. She would take them when she could from Amelia to help out, but it was not without some form of a fight to get her to relax. As I was leaving with the food in hand, Emmett informed me that everyone was wanting to spend time relaxing by the pool again. I agreed to get Amelia to come down when were ready weather she liked it or not. This time though I would be picking the swimsuit she wore.

I got to our door and gently opened it; she was still laying on her side sound asleep. She looked absolutely peaceful; I almost did not want to wake her but when she rolled on to her back I got a dirty idea. I think I should wake her the same way she did earlier. I got to the foot of the bed and bunched the comforter up so I could slip under, slowly crawling up until I was her knees. While moving up her legs, I peppered her right thigh with my lips, adding gentle nips here and there. I could hear her gasping from under the cover, which was beginning to fill with the smell of her arousal. Once I reached her soaked pussy I did not hesitate and dove into her. Circling her clit with my tongue and gently biting it. Seconds later the covers were off my head and my eyes locked onto hers. Amelia's pupils were dilated and filled with pure lust.

When I added a finger, she began to squirm and moan more, gripping the sheets for deal life. I drug my tongue down to where my finger was and slowly went back up all while adding another finger. Her hand shot to my head and her grip tightened in my hair now. Her breath was becoming uneven and her hips bucked more. I moaned when she swore as I could feel her walls clench around my fingers. Fuck she was close, and dam did I want in her but right now was all about pleasing her. Plus, she needed to eat, even with working out she had lost some weight. Which was expected, however, the rate she was losing it meant that she was not eating properly since I left. It worried the shit out of me.

I loved her curves and every inch of them, especially after she had the twins. There was something so hot about knowing that I made her body fill out more and I would gladly do it again. Just not right now though. Amelia's hips bucking brought me out of my thoughts and I buried my face in closer to her as her climax reached its peak. When she came down from it, I kept stroking her clit until I knew she was good. I kissed my way up her body until my lips found hers.

"Well good morning to you too" she grinned while giving me another kiss.

"I thought you deserved some breakfast in bed, but I wanted my breakfast first." I nipped at her lip causing her to giggle. I gently rolled off her and walked towards the dresser where our food was. I had to adjust myself in the process as I was now left with a steel hard cock. When I turned around Amelia had propped herself against the headboard. She was glowing from the last orgasm and her tits were still full of need.

I sat the tray next to her and climbed in, so it was now between us. Amelia watched me closely as I got her bagel ready and prepared the fruit for her to eat. The whole time we were smiling and enjoying this, a simple moment between husband and wife but it would probably be something we would never forget.

"Jaxson Adams, you are the most amazing man I have ever met." I handed her the bagel and began getting myself one ready. "I am not sure how I ever was able to snag you."

I chuckled at this "Well, love; I am pretty sure I was reluctant to get you for myself the moment I saw you at the club. Even if I would have had to kidnap you I would have to just get a moment with you."

"Now you just sound creepy." We both busted out with laughter because it honestly did sound creepy, but I think at that point I was desperate, I would have done anything to get her to be mine.

Once we were done eating I sat the tray on our dresser and rolled back into bed with Amelia, throwing the blanket over her to cover her very naked body. We laid there talking about everything and anything that happened over the past couple weeks. She had explained why she did not tell me the extra things was learning in fear that I would lock her away in a tower. After this past year, I would not put it past me. It sounded like a good idea; however, it would have gotten my ass into the grave by her hand. That was not something I wanted to push, especially seeing how she could kick my ass if I was not focused.

After a quick power nap with her we woke up and agreed it was time to hit the shower. Although what was supposed to be a quick shower turned into intense shower sex. All it took was that water to hit her body and I attacked her like a dog to a bone. When we got to our closet I quickly grabbed Amelia and spun her around to face me.

"I don't want to see you in a skimpy bikini today. You understand?" I growled out.

I was met with a scowl with fire in her eyes. "Listen here mister!" oof was I in for it. "All I have is a couple of bikinis that fit and even then they barely cover the goods. When I where them though, they are intended for you to stare at no one else." She slipped on her bottoms and looked back at me. "Plus two or the three guys in the house are gay, one I am married to and the women and exactly that. I do not get upset when you walk around the house with no shirt on."

"Touché my love." I kissed her temple as she worked to get the top on her. She then proceeded to put on a cover dress that wrapped around her body and hugged in the perfect spots. There was a slit that went all the way up her thigh. She was a walking temptation, and it did not make things easy. I slipped on my trunks and a shirt but halted before walking further out.

Amelia looked over her shoulder as we were walking out of the closet and had the biggest grin plastered on her face. She stopped, pivoted, and dropped her to her knees. Before I knew it she had my half mass cock out and her hands wrapped around it. When she looked up at me with a lustful grin, the blood rushed quick to my cock making me hard as a mag lite. She began sucking and stroking my cock.

My hands reached to the back of her head and gripped her hair to steady her head. "Shit bay, I am going to fuck this pretty mouth." I was only given a moan in approval and began thrusting my cock into her mouth as I deep as I could go. I could feel my balls tighten at the same time I felt another pair of eyes on me. I looked up and saw a familiar blonde man with slicked back hair standing in our doorway watching us. I grinned at him while I continued, I do not mind an audience especially with people I know. I nodded in a silent agreement that he was good to watch. I got a classic Ryder smirk as I he slowly stalked over to get a better angle.

I pumped my hips more, dragging myself out a bit and driving back home to hit the back of her throat again. I glanced up and saw Ryder palming his erection in his tight jeans. I had watched him do a scene once before and Chris said he definitely enjoyed watching and threesomes but that was the extent. I would not get with him what I would with Chris. Just watching him eye Amelia caused a tingling in my back that spread to my balls.

"Fuck Amelia" I gripped her chin forcing her to look at me. "I am going to cum in that mouth and you will take it all." She only moaned in response; it was enough to set me off. I growled and pushed further into her throat, almost causing her to choke. "Fuck!" I roared, I held her head up to my pelvis forcing her to take every single bit.

When I began pulling back she sucked harder, causing me to hiss. She did this so she could get every last drop out of me. I pulled her up and deeply kissed her, tasting myself on her almost made me hard again. The audience in the room though was not helping.

I heard a moan come from Ryder. "Fuck that was hot and the most action I have seen in months."

Amelia gasped, turned around and quickly launched herself at Ryder.