I quickly get dressed and couldn't stop thinking about his words, oh my god can I survive this the way he said it gave me chills, I decide to read a novel and got lost in my world, it 9pm and he is not yet home, I tried calling his number the house is really boring without him, suddenly a car horn and I know he has arrived, I quickly control myself and do as if am not expecting him, are you missing that badly that you can't stop calling me he chuckled as he fully came inside, I didn't or did I call you, I stammered, he pull me into hug and said he is hungry, I served his but was surprised when he said he is hungry for me, he started reaching for my but I tried stopping him, no! I won't let you! Comprehension slammed into me like a bolt of lightning.
"Is making love with me so unthinkable? Would you rather sleep take your chances with those men in the club, his blunt question made more sense than I cared to admit. It was just that I always thought that making love was something one did only if love was present. Eric would take my virginity for the wrong reasons. But was there any other choice I need to save mama. "Is there no other way? Am afraid not, "he responded, captivated the play of emotions on shannon's lovely features.
"You never made love with a man before, have you? "He asked
"Of course not! Shannon spouted indignantly "that right belong to my husband."
Shannon hated to admit to Eric that making love with him didn't frighten her–far from it. If anything, the thought brought a shiver of wild anticipation. It was allowing to intimate an act to a man not her husband that concerned her, it was clearly something that was never even discussed in her family 👪, for her strict upbringing forbade intimacy without the benefit of marriage for any reason.
I'm sorry baby, but I can't control myself. I'm not unskilled; I won't hurt you. You may even enjoy it," he added with a mischievous chuckle
He kissed her eyes, nose, each tiny ear before sliding his mouth 👄 to her neck and then slowly up again to claim her lips
Shannon wanted to resist, wanted to deny that his word affected her in any way, but she could not. She couldn't count the times she had thought about his kisses, dreamed about lying like this in his Arms, even as her body responded, her mind rejected utterly what Eric was doing.
Don't do this, Eric."
"You know I will.