Daisy's POV
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It felt weird wearing this dress after it became my biggest dream because I wanted to feel like a bride. Unfortunately, this is not how it works. Married because of pregnancy. What the hell? Just once made love immediately happened? Really ... ah, I don't know, I don't know how it happened to myself.
Since finding out about my pregnancy, I've been a little distant from Zen. I don't hate him, it's just that a large part of me doesn't want to be around him. Ah no! I hate him for still trying to keep his secrets to himself.
My wedding is in two weeks. But somehow it felt so strange. I am thinking of canceling this wedding. But I feel bad for the whole thing. It's just that I don't feel ready for marriage. My life has depended on Zen now.
"Zen," I called as we were in the car. I have to ask for leniency until our marriage starts.
"Yes?"
"I want to ask you something. Do you want to grant it?"
