I just couldn't cry, but I was devastated and I would not know what to do. I was struck between the confusion if to really head home or head back to his room as I was on my way to the hostel.
I really do not understand why he loved her so much that even in her death, I still wouldn't amount to anything. What did Shade have that was lacking in me? Talk about the boobs, I have more of them than Shade. Talk about the backside, I have more of it. What about the face? I am just an angel. Why can't he then see me?
If I wasn't so moody, maybe I would have slapped the heck out of this chimpanzee who almost hit me with his bike. Even so, he horned, couldn't he just pass my side without attempting to kill me? Was he so blind to see I wasn't in a good mood?
"If you want to die, die in your father's house don't make me hit you naw" the useless fool had shouted at the top of his voice as he sped off.
