i always been alone
everyone hates me
everyone loves me
let's say i'm famous
famous in school
everyone don't no my real identity
they don't know the real reason of my tears and my smile
maybe they know me by name ,by my beauty and by intelligent
yes i'm intelligent
everyone adores me for that
i don't know why but i hate it
i don't like it
i felt like they only love me because of that
even my family don't
i always ask who am i?
why did they left me
i felt alone everytime i'm sad
they disowned me
i'm just a baby but they left me
i think they don't love me
they hate me
they don't care what is my feelings are
what i felt
they exchanged me for 10,000 pesos only
for money
they left me for that
i really hate them
i hate them so much that i want them to die
i'm cruel right
they are cruel
i'm just like them
being like this is so hard
my classmates and my schoolmates tells me that i'm nice ,that do love me ,that they adores me
what's going on when i was a kid my world is like a fantasy all of them love even the people i don't know they Adore's me
they treat me like a princess saying that i'm cute i'm adorable how humble i am really i hate that i am not cute i am not adorable and i am not the sweetest sweetest person they met now how cruel the world is now right i longing for love i hate everyone how i hate myself now as a time i release myself two the darkness and pain but how how could i release myself from the darkness and the paint that everyone he's giving me
------------------------------------------------------------------------
alam ko ang nararamdamn ng writer na to
and pakiramdam ko
ako ang pinapatamaan nya
"ELLIEEEEEEEE"sigaw ng kong sino pero huli na ang lahat nabangga ng isang track na paparating
'iti na ata ang katapusan ng buhay ko'sabi ko sa aking sariling bago ako tuluyang mawalan ng malay
and everything went black