(Thursday the 8th of October)
"Hi" my subconscious mind said
"Hello" my conscious mind replied
"Can I come in" she said as she entered into my head without my permission
"Sure, but you are already in" I said as I was too weak to even argue with her
"Habi, I know you are too weak to argue with me, I just want you to listen to me" she said as she sat down close to me in my head
"Sure what do you want to talk about?" I asked as I was just too down to even ask her how she got in, and how she knew all of these.
"Haifa, I know that you don't trust that old woman bit come to think of it, I don't either, but Maryam did trust her with a lot of things and I just guess that you could too, Habiba let's be honest it's the truth that brought you all the way here, don't you think you want to know what happened to you?" My subconscious mind said as she tries to motivate me to speak up for my self.