(Monday the 21st of September)
"🎶6'Oclock its Monday morning🎵,
🎶Life could get without a warning🎵
🎶Get up, get off, get up its a brand new day.y.🎵
🎶Its a brand new day.a.day. no matter🎵.."
"What? what?" I shouted as I raised up my bed sheet to see who was singing.
"🎶its a brand new day.ay.aa.yyy🎵"
I turned to the direction of the sound and found out that it was coming from the television that was facing me, I relaxed and closed my eyes as I went back to sleep.
Wait wait a minute *what habiba?* I have no television set or decoder in my room so how comes?
I jumped up and sat properly and I looked at the television spot the place where I last saw it and there was no television.
*then where was I hearing the music from?*
I raised my hands to taught my ear and, *wait there was a head phone on my head* how did I get there?, I taught I broke my phone so how is my headset still working, I guess I just got blackness.
"Sleep sleep, sleep pure sleep in hell and in..." what are saying ma
"Ma do you need anything" the maid asked
It was divine she was looking different today, I wiped my eyes with my hands and asks as I was pointing the edge of my bed.
"What is that?"
"What?" She asked as she looked at me with a weird eye
"I saw a television"
"Oh, it was your television, the one your parents had thrown out before your arrival, this was where it stayed"
"What, what?" I said in total confusion
"Oh my God I am so sorry, sorry, ma"
I stood up and was bending my body back "🎶6'O'clock its Monday morning🎵,
🎶Life could get without a warning🎵
🎶Get up, get off, get up its a brand-new day.y.🎵
🎶Its a brand-new day.a.day. no matter🎵…"
"What? What?" I shouted as I raised up my bedsheet to see who was singing.
"its a brand-new day.day.AA.yyy🎵"
I turned to the direction of the sound and found out that it was coming from the television that was facing me, I relaxed and closed my eyes as I went back to sleep.
Wait wait a minute *what habiba?* I have no television set or decoder in my room so how comes?
I jumped up and sat properly, and I watched at the television spot the place where I last saw it and there was no television.
*then where was I hearing the music from?*
I raised my hands to taught my ear and, *wait there was a headphone on my head* how did I get there?, I thought I broke my phone so how is my headset still working, I guess I just got blackness.
"Sleep sleep, sleep pure sleep in hell and in..." what are saying ma
"Ma do you need anything" the maid asked
It was divine she was looking different today, I wiped my eyes with my hands and asks as I was pointing to the edge of my bed.
"What is that?"
"What?" She asked as she looked at me with a weird eye.
"I saw a television"
"Oh, it was your television, the one your parents had thrown out before your arrival, this was where it stayed"
"What, what?" I said in total confusion.
"Oh my God I am so sorry, sorry, ma"
I stood up and was bending my body back words, I felt like break fast was coming out instead of going in.
I reached my head out for the sink but missed, I started chocking on my own vomit as I was vomiting and coughing at the same time, which was not too good for me, as I felt the worst type of pain in my head just trying to remove the vomit from my head, God it was really painful.
After I finished embarrassing my self in front of this poor divine she had to get a mop to clean my own vomit, I didn't allow her tho as I now consider her my best friend, come to think of it she was around my age and was a very nice girl, she has always been nice to me and I liked it, I mean, and I liked her.
*wait a sec habiba, we still haven't figured out the headphone stuff*
"Divine, you know I am sorry for all the way I have been treating you, I did not mean to make you fell bad, I am sorry"
"Run, Maryam run" did she just call me Maryam
"What, why?"
"They are going to kill you run habits, run for your life"
"I don't understand"
"Talk to anyone who is a man, don't trust any woman you meet or see, habiba run!, save your self, run for your life"
Stupid girl!, just because I say I trust you doesn't mean I do, OK first slow down, I am not a full I will trust my mom and dad, you should have seen what they did to the maid after I reported her to them, she should have never messed with me.
"Habiba, it's all in your head, they will find you, and then they will kill you"
I really liked this bitch but neh, I will not believe what she says run from who?
"Calm down sweetie, okay divine when I come back o will talk to you, and we will get to know each other much better, let me bath and get ready okay, I have had more than one nightmare in one day"
She was shaking her head as I walked into the bathroom, this time her eyes were filled with tears and I did not know why?
I was quick in getting ready and even if I did not like Muhammad I also did not hate him, let me just pretend and be nice to Jim as he is nice to me.
*habiba you hardly talk around him*, that is why I should be careful around him, because I am not in love with him, *get that out, get that out, get that thought out of my head* yes ma.... deleted, the thought has been deleted officially, I am not in love with him.
*come on girl, he is not even my type, I mean he is not beautiful, he is not hot, or anything a girl wants from a gye, so why should I love him?, why* you can't full me you asshole.
It was now 10:30am, and I was late for work but who cares, I took my purse and head out for the car, a normal me will ask mom and dad for blessing or at least I would have greeted them, but this girl has changed, *no you haven't*.
The drive was smooth as always and I enjoyed every bit of it, especially the part when we stopped to have breakfast it was wonderful. We reached the office an hour after we left home, which was actually not bad as we ate on the way.
"Morning Mr. Ahmad" I greeted him as I walked past him.
"Well how was your night"
"hmm, not bad"
"I hope you are done with hibernating?"
"Hmm" I was not ready to talk to him, okay maybe I was, but I was still mad at him for not calling me after I did not show up for for two days, he should know that it's not like me.
"I meet a girl and...."
You *dick* you slept with her, how could you betray my love for you, *I mean my hatred for you* nevertheless you still betrayed me, you not to be trusted with women.
"....come I will take you to her, she is outside"
"What?"
"Habiba have you been listening to me?"
"Of course yesssss, no I have not"
"Come with me"
"Can I trust you, hama?"
"Do you think you can?"
"Well my house help said I should"
"And how does she know me"
"Good question, I will ask her"
"Okay, and she said trust Muhammad because he bears the prophet name"
"No!, she said don't trust any woman you meet"
"Really"
"Yeah, I was also shocked"
"And why did she tell you?"
" I actually don't know, Okay!, you know she has been acting strangely recently"
"Is she acting stranger than usual?"
"I don't know"
"And why don't you know"
"because I don't I guess"
"Okay, so let me get this straight, you have a maid that has been working for your parents since forever, and you don't know how she acts?"
"I told you, I lost my memories, and it's really hard for me"
"What?"
"I told you right?"
"No you did not"
"Wait, talk to me"
*shit* I don't want to but since you asked I will gladly tell you my story, *that's if I have one* I know I do, but that'if I remember mine.
"Well I can't really tell you much butt"
"But what?"
"Never mind, I will ask mom"
"Is she a woman?"
"Yeah, she is my mom"
"Then I think we should not trust her or should we"
"Okay, its this way"
He said pointing his hands into the door he was holding, he entered, *haven't you heard the saying ladies first you freak*, so I entered the door and...
OK I entered the office that was behind the door, I saw a girl, it was a strange girl, but I saw her, I have never seen this face before but, but....but.
"Habiba?" the girl called and this even made things worst
Okay, officially I know her, She looks familiar, I know I have seen this face but can't figure out where?
The office was growing bigger and bigger, and I was growing small and smaller, the walls were drifting further and further away from me ad every one was getting far too, it was only a matter of seconds before I stopped hearing and my sight got blurred it was nothing more than five seconds before I fell to my feet, I had fainted.
But sincerely I thought that was it, but there was even something stranger the other girl fainted, which means I was not the only one jerking and convulsing, as my body was begging for medical support, *I mean our bodies*.
The truth was that I could still hear but really low and stuff, I could hardly see, but I could tell my babies voice when I heard it.
"Stooooop" she shouted
"Stop, don't let them meet, she was screening as she was running with high hills, as she ran into the room.
" Ma" every one paused
"Stupid, get them both to the hospital"
"How did you let this happen, hmm, what will I tell her parents now!"
Just like me and you every body else was shocked with what she said, how did she know that this was going to happen?. How did she know that anything was going to happen?, I am more confused than ever, I am even more confused than the staffs because on like them this was another gossip but to me this is my life and damn it I need to know what is going on more than anyone, I am scared.
What a wonderful day to spend a Wednesday and you couldn't agree more with me, right?