(Sunday the 11th of August) *the day before habiba was rescued* + she does not remember it yet.
I was left in the middle of a room with a small light source from an angle, during the day the light coming from the outside would light the place up, but at night I was left to swallow my own fears all by my self in the sounds and notices of a quiet place, this was my life now, and I was used to it, I have been trying to go back home Tommy mom and dad but I don't think that that is possible anymore, I don't think anything is possible right now.
"What is wrong with you" I said to my self as I tried to massage my legs that was itching me.
"Hmm" tears were running down my eyes as I was hungry and tired
"Mom, dad please help me" I managed to say this few words from my mouth before I killed, I knew that I only have a few days to live before they cut me off from my life.
"Habit" a man standing at the other side of the room said to me
"What?" I replied looking thirsty and tired.
"Habiba" he repeated him self but this time even louder
"Hmm, hmm" tears rushed down my eyes like my eyes was a broken tap
"Habiba" he said again, and this time he started moving closer to me, he was holding a knife on his right hand and I could tell he wanted to stab me with it.
"Please, please" I managed to say as tears were rushes from both eyes, my mouth was sour and dried I have not eaten since yesterday and my stomach was already tired of grumbling.
He came to my side and kept the knife on the table he bent down in front of me and held my head up words, the impact of his hands made my throat was already tired as his hands raised my head up stretching my throat, he did this for only a few seconds, and then he let go.
"Habiba, just know one thing to hear and that is I can never hurt you, unless I have been asked to do so"
He pressed my mouth with his left hands and fixed his right hand in my mouth.
"Slave me" was the word that came out of my mouth instead of save me.
My voice was drowned out by the sound of my stomach groaning.
"Hmm, someone needs some food"
But actually it was not food I was looking for it was water I wanted the most, but they kept me hungry and mostly dehydrated, it was the only way they knew that I would not escape this place because I would not have the energy to out run them.
He left the room and car back a few minutes later with some food and water, he then untied me from the chair.
"Sit on the floor" he said and I did
I sat down on the floor and started eating like a lost dog, I rushed the food as if it would be my last, I finished eating before I gulp down the whole cup of water, it was not enough to winch my thirst but at least it was something.
I was all alone in this room and the worst part was that it was only me, and they made the room dark for reasons that I could not explain.
"There we go" he said as he raised my head up, I was still a week and tired and now I was even weaker now that all the energy I have has been out into digesting my food.
He took me up on his arms and carried me to the bed, I was wearing a long skirt, and so he dragged the skirt above my knees.
"Hmm, ha ha ha" I was screening on top of my voice as he just inserted a knife on my lap, it was painful, it cut me really deep and I could hear it heating my bone.
"I am sorry honey I just wanted to give you something for you to remember me of" he said as he removes the knife from my lap, it was even more painful than the insertion.
"Hmm, ha ha ha" that was even more painful, the breeze that touches it after words.
"Take this it would help you fell better and it would make you act better too" he said as he pushed a pill down my mouth, he then took a scarf and tied the lap that was already covered with blood, he poured some alcohol on the scarf, he then sat down watching me scream In pain, he sat there until the drugs started working and took me to sleep.
"Habit good night" he said as he left the room closing the door behind him
Immediately after I swallowed the pill with the water he put in my mouth I was gone, my body started shaking and that was how I slept.
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"Habiba, how was your night my love"
"Hmm" I was already tired and scared at the same time I did not have the strength to sit up talk more of run away from this place.
"Here you go eat up we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow" he said as he gave me a bowl of rice and a huge of water, I did not hesitate to eat up the whole food as I was hungry for more, I drank the jug of ester and still wanted more water but this time I could fell my self being satisfied.
I was tired, and so I lied down on my bed as my body started digesting the food, I was scared of what today might actually be but even the worst why do I need all this energy, maybe I should just take a knife and slit my throat maybe I should end all my sufferings here, I was weak and tired and I had no one to talk to no one to call upon, I had no one.
"Ha ha ha" I woke up to the sound of me screaming as he was dragging my hair.
"Stay put" he said as he dragged me all the way to the middle of the room, he raised his left hand up covering the only source of light in the room, this was one of the things he does on a daily basis.
He then put down his hands and cock his gun, he did as he pointed it at me, I knew this was it and I just faced my head down, then he dropped the gin down.
"Come in gyes, she is ready" he said as four boys came into the room.
They were all holding a gun which they dropped at the entrance of the door, it was already dark and I know this because the hole in the room would allow sun rays to pass through it and with that I could tell the time of the day.
"Be fast we don't have any time" he said to the four men who were busy looking at me
"Sorry, but we just have to do our jobs" on of the men said as I heard a sound from him, it was that of a metal and as I looked up he took out his belt from his trousers, I already made up my mind that he was going to rape me but he didn't, he just stood there for some seconds and then he.
"Haaa, my eye" I screamed as he used the belt to flog me, and it hits my eyes
He did not listen to me as he kept on wiping me with his belt, I did not know what to do as I started crying again, I bent my body making my head face the floor I also protected it with my hands as he kept on canning me with his belt.
"Its okay" he shouted and the man stopped immediately he went back and I did not know which way he went to since I was not watching, my head was still buried in the ground and then I heard him say to one of them.
"Leave her hear okay"
"What did you say?" One of the men asked
"Let's tear this place around before the police comes for her okay" he said and that left me in shock
"Okay, tear everything that does not have any meaning and be fast let's prepare that van" they said
"Get every thing okay"
"Make sure you get everything" he shouted at them
"Now for the last thing" he said as he came closer to me
"Habiba don't worry okay you would still be with mom and dad and they would make you very happy okay" he said to me as he carries the cup on his right hand side
He said as he took out a piece of paper in his back pocket, he opened it and it was filled with powders of different colour that made something that looked like a rainbow, he poured the content in a cup and then he shock the cup and then he held my mouth open with his right hand again and poured the content into my mouth I could not help but gulp it down like a little baby, he then looked at me as if something was wrong as he waited for a while before he stood up.
"This would only hurt a bit, and when you wake up you would be as good as new, okay this would help you forget all the terrible things that happened to you and you would wake up a new Habiba, you would be a brand new being, and the good part is that you would still remember some things, but it would come in your dreams and also you would become a different person entirely, by love" he said as he started to walk away from me.
"My name is Zack by the way" he said as he moves further and further away from me into darkness.
"And hear is some water, I know you would need it" he added
"Hmm" I started lisping for air as I cough repeatedly while holding my chest.
"Help" my voice was drowned out by the silence in the room, my voice was too thin that my own ears could not hear it.
"Mom" I said as I started doubting my mouth as it called a woman who had lost me, I would never leave your side I said as my head started to hurt.
I turned my body from left to right as my head started hurting the more I was slowly losing my self and that was not the worst part of it all, because I tried to move my legs but it was to heavy for me to move, I was wounded and beaten nearly to death and they left my body hear to sour in an unknown place, God please help me.
I continued to move my body from side to side as my head hurt the more, what did he give to me?, I said as my head hurt what did he give to me, the water he kept was a little bit far away from me but I managed to drag my body on the floor to where it was, it was actually not far from where I was lying down, I took the cup of water and poured the whole thing in my mouth.
Oh my God, it tasted like a drug was inside, and my suspicions were proven as my head pains instantly stopped, but that was not the only thing the drug did to me, it also made me sleepy and so I dawned in my thoughts as I could not help it, it was only a matter of time before I fall flat on the floor and slept.
(Monday the 12th of August, the day of her rescue)
"Woowoooo, wooooowoooo, wooooowoooo,"
The sound of the Srian of the police as they came in to pick me up.
"Hello?...... Hello?...... Hello?"