(Wednesday the 13th of October)
Yesterday was a little stressful for me, but I guess today is going to be much better, because I can fell it in my fingers and toes. So we were going to visit Musa before we go and see Nancy tomorrow or the day after. We all know that if it was up to me, we will not go anywhere, but Muhammad said we should after all the things he has done for us. So yes we are going to wait and talk to Musa today then we will go and see Nancy later.
It has been really long since I saw my picture book and I forgot to pick it from Lagos, now how am I going to talk to Nancy, the only reason why I even agreed to all this travelling is because I just wanted to automatically confirm that Maryam is dead, even if a part of me says she is a tiny part of me still believes that she is alive somewhere, and I hope that she is, because I would love to give her a big huge and kiss when I finally meet her, that's if she is alive by the way.