(1st of january)
You know if Stella was heard she would have helped me with all of this and more, honestly I do miss her so much and even if I don't know her I fell like a part of me do, and that part has spent all of my life with her. It's so sad that everything I do or try to do to get close to her ends up failing, it ends up being equal to nothing, and I am so sick and tired of that, you know honestly I would actually love it if everything went back to the way it was before I had this terrible accident and lost my memory I wish I was the same girl in these pictures, I look so much different so brave and wonderful right now I am scared of even myself, all myself confidence has gone and this is so disheartening and so sad for me, I just wish this was not the case here, but it is, and I have to deal with it, I guess.
