Run away
I regret.
I regret every single second, every minute when it happened. I didn't want to leave her but I had to, now I want to go back, I want to go back and try and save her. I can't be the only one alive, I can't believe I'm the only one alive...
I got out of the secret place where we had been kept prisoners for 3 days, maybe 4 days I can't tell anymore. I could hear gunshots and screaming coming from the basement, I cried along the way as I ran out of Mr. Antonio's mansion, I couldn't feel anything except for the pounding of my heart and the way it hurt so bad I felt like I could die any minute from now.
I am such a useless daughter, not only did I fail my sister, I've also failed my parents.
I don't deserve to live, maybe I should just take a bullet to my brains and end all of this, all the pain, the grief and the anguish, all the heartbreaks and all the depression. I want to end it all but...
I can't
