Chapter 11
Yuna's POV
How did we come into this?
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-Lunch Break
I am now sitting in the rooftop of our school building extremely nervous. My color turns so pale. My body keeps trembling and sweating too much.
I can hear their heavy breathing...
In front of me are two large bentou boxes. one is made by Mikan sitting right in front of me with a very intense look and she most likely will explode any moment and the other one is made by Miss Shiroi who is sitting right next to me so collected and calm. I turn my head slowly to look at her. She noticed and she smiles warmly at me. My color became paler.
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"Can you love me? I want you to be my lover?"
She said looking at me with that sad teary eyes.
I don't know how to respond. The whole place became so quiet.
"Sorry, I think I'm not hearing your words clearly...Did you just say you want me to be your lover?"
I simply asked.
She intently looks right into my eyes.
"You see...I don't get what you mean by that? We are both girls... And you! You are Miss Shiroi... Beautiful, intelligent, and comes from a very rich family...so there is no way you will fall in love with me right?"
another moment of silence...
"But I said I love you right? If you can't, then don't ever come near me."
She muttered.
This whole week I convince myself.
In order for me to be successful in these new chances given to me, I made up my mind.
I don't want anything to do with love at the moment.
"I don't understand. You can make any guy fall for you. Why would you prefer a girl?"
"You don't understand, I don't prefer a girl. I prefer you..."
My heart skips a beat hearing those words.
If I will turn her down... surely she will hate me right?
Suddenly a flashback of seeing her always alone and the moments when I see her crying came to my mind.
I don't want her to stay like that anymore.
I remember the first time I see her beautiful smile when I was in her car...I want to see it again.
"Ok then...I will be your lover. If you are really okay with that." I said again without thinking.
I just want to help her. I want take away that sadness in her face besides I don't believe this love will last.
She looks at me with disbelief.
I take a few steps towards until my arms can reach her face. I wipe her tears with my right hand and finally that moment she smiles right at me again.
I convince myself that everything will just be fine from there but I saw a familiar figure behind her...My color turned as white as a paper.
A girl with a long red hair and fiery eye, standing 10 steps away from us fuming with anger...
How could I forget? Mikan always stays to wait for me.
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I don't want any tragic thing to happen so I asked Miss Shiroi to wait at the gate for a moment to finish my cleaning duties then I ran to Mikan right away to keep her away to Miss Shiroi. I grab her hand and bring her behind our school building...
What should I do... How can I get through this?
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Since I become friends with Mikan she became so obsessed with me doing karate. She is always cheering me. She never wants me to get distracted by anything. That is why she doesn't like my relationship with Akira...
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A moment later...
" So you are telling me that you are from the future..."
I just nod twice at her
"You are already a 28-year-old woman who is inside a highschooler Yuna."
I nod twice again.
"And the future where you come, Lure Shiroi is the woman Akira will be marrying."
"ah...yes..."
I answered nervously.
"Are you fooling me? If all you said is true, then shouldn't you hated her and make her life miserable now that you have given a chance! Why I just heard there you agreed to become her lover!"
She burst out at my face.
"Ah? I just want to help her out..."
I replied trembling.
"Help her... Why you have to do that?"
She asked again angrily.
"In the future where I came from my life is so miserable. You are no longer there. I don't have other friends and I was still hurt by the person I love most. I just can't stand seeing other people be in that same situation." I explained to her and tell her all that happen to me... Mikan's face finally calms down.
"But it should be Akira that she should have love now? I know you are so kind but this is crazy! How are you going to help her by becoming her lover.?"
"I don't know yet, but I could no longer take back what I said to her."
"Hai! Yuna I don't know what should I do to you...Okay, I will try to go along with you but..."
She stressed out.
"I will keep my eyes to both of you. This relationship can't become real..."
She said glaring at me.
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After our conversation, we both came to see miss Shiroi.
When Mikan and Miss Shiroi meet there is already an extreme tension between them.
"I am her best friend. I want it to be clear to you..."
Mikan said with a very serious eye...
"You don't have to worry, I will not compete on that. I am her lover so I mean more to her than a best friend.."
Miss Shiroi answered with a straight face.
Why do I feel so nervous in this conversation?
"That is what you think. Lovers may end up breaking... So don't be so sure of your self."
Mikan said racing her head confidently.
She made Miss Shiroi thinks.
"Oh! It's really late! don't you think we should leave?"
I said to interrupt them.
"You are right."
Miss Shiroi talk again all of a sudden.
"That is why I don't have any intention to just stay only as her lover. I will become her wife someday..."
#$#!!!
I spewed.
I felt like my soul escape from my body.
I don't realize this thing will be this serious...
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