Jane Bryant's POINT OF VIEW (3rd Person)
"Uh... Jane? Why are you so red? Are you alright? Are you sick?!" Jane picked the pillow and hid her face in it. Embarrassed and red.
She asked herself one more time. Why is she blushing? Why all these years her cheeks become red with just a single compliment from Solaire Knight? Why? Why Solaire had effects on her? Like why is that? People don't make her blush but it's so easy for Solaire to make Jane blush.
Being beautiful or pretty really has its perks in this world but sometimes Jane doesn't really appreciate her beauty at all. Sometime she thinks that she's not that beautiful or pretty at all. Sometimes she felt like people just love her because of her physical appearance and not on how she moves nor sings or even rap, on the other side Solaire always knows how to compliment her and that lessens her pain. Solaire have her own ways to make Jane happy when it's sad.
Solaire never forgets to remind Jane how beautiful she is and how Solaire always says to everyone how she adores their Leader when they were in their trainee days but there's one thing that Solaire never knew. Something that deep inside was her jealousy.
Sometimes Jane wishes to have Solaire's body, personality and face plus her talent, that leads to thinking Jane wants to become Solaire. It's not like she doesn't want who she is or Solaire's compliments but she thinks being Knight Solaire will make a difference from being just Jane or Jane Bryant.
Solaire got attention not just because of her unique face but to her appearance and performance on stage. Solaire is adorable and any people who knew her will say the same. Jane secretly wishes she could have that kind of people's perspective towards her. Idolizing her because of her skills not only with her face.
She wonders how Solaire still sees her as good at everything despite Solaire already having everything in herself without even trying.
One time she asked herself. Is she jealous of Solaire? Is she? Solaire's popularity didn't hurt Jane but Solaire itself sometimes hurt her.
"What should I do? Hey Jane! Why are you crying?!" Jane felt a tight hug from Solaire and that made Jane cry even more.
"Solaire I'm so sorry, I'm really am sorry." Jane felt so guilty for feeling so insecure towards Solaire when Solaire did nothing at all but to smile and genuinely love her as a sister, friend and family.
"Whatever it is, you're forgiven. Please don't cry? you know that I don't want to make you cry and see you in tears."