How long has it been? Days? Months? Years?
All I know is he has tried many different ways hurt me whether it's cutting a finger or pouring salt on a open wound he has even removed a eye with me still awake.
The only thing keeping me alive is my curiosity to see another day if I can escape and live a life free of everything.
No more being used as a outlet for men or toy for torture, I want to see a world outside my cages I failed the chance I was given when I was thrown out I was caught by some psychopath.
Will someone save me? Will he let me out? No one will save me I am nothing but a mouse caught in a trap stuck and unmoving but not dead. "A-ha-ha tha-ts ri-hgt Im s-hi-lll n-ho-t d-ead y-het" hahahhaa a dry laugh echoed through the room "you done talking to yourself seems that you finally broke after all this time I'm surprised you lasted so long, 2 years two full years of this and never before this day have you shone any signs of breaking sure some despair on your face but now it's filled with insanity, do you think you can make it out of here you've never been out of this room you don't even know how big this places is for hades sake you can't even see straight you have one eye and I have put salt in it."
"Pe-tt-y scu-m" I tried spitting of the floor but with no liquid in my throat it was just a strange move. "Well here's your food for the week I'm going out to go kill people just like I did with you I'll give them sometime to find a weapon thing to defend themselves after all it's the best feeling when you see their faces warped in despair when they find out their weapons don't work on my blade."
As he left I remembered he said it was his strength not his blade looking down at my hand that he stabbed a while ago but it was very blurry. I have to get out of here listening to his foot steps I count them before I hear a door open then close and listening even closer I hear one more door, now that he's gone I will now start.
I may not see but my ears are much better I've always listened to foot steps of the things around even before I was blinded, and I count the number of steps he takes each day so I know he's gone going back to the food on the ground I eat it all up and down the water in a single go preparing to find a way out I now had the will to do this without the fear of the man killing me this time.
Not wanting to rot here any longer I grab a hammer on one of the trays and look up at the AC not like I can see it but the noise is their "this man is dumb leaving his torture tools in the room with the person not tied down." anyway I feel around for something I can use to boost myself up and found a chair in the corner probably the same chair the man sat on when I first woke up.
Dragging the chair toward the AC I climbed up the chair and felt around for the AC after a bit and falling off the chair twice I found the AC and was preparing to destroy it when,"Ah when I destroy this how do I pull this out without crushing myself Hmmmm" moving the chair to the side I decided to pull it out from the side and after about an hour I finally was able to pull it off after hitting it with the blunt side of the hammer to break it and put it of with the other side of the hammer during this process I fell of the chair 5 times.
Sweating bullets I climbed the thin vent and after a bit of crawling my head hit a dead end feeling around I felt their was space above me so I bent my body in a impossible way feeling my back would break during this I stood up and pushed my body against the wall and slowly shimmied up and when I felt my head hit the top and my feet felt like they were rubbing against dull slanted blades I stabbed the wall with the hammer and started kicking the vent.
After about 10 mins it finally broke and my body was straight and if not for the hammer I struck into the vent I would have fell back down and on my neck using the hammer as support I push myself forward and safe from falling I grabbed the hammer and continue to crawl out.
After about 6 mins of Crawling my head hit another vent it only took a bit to break it down with the hammer and with the smell of sh*t and a bright light I was out heaving a sigh I relaxed and nearly collapsed from the adrenaline surge I had the entire time covered I sweat I still needed to get out of here as that man lives in this area.
After walking down the alley I I came out I saw multiple blurs pass by my vision."Ahh are those people I should stay away, all people I've met are bad but maybe one will help slowly walking towards the fast blurs I saw a big one come towards me.
As I reached out I heard screams saying stop behind me but it was to late time slowed as I realized what the blurs were my hand that was stretched out felt like it was being crush to powder as I thought to myself all of that just for me to get run over just because I thought it was a human? All of my pain and suffering was just for me to kill myself!!! What a cruel world I never got to explore and all my hard work was for nothing. Were the Isana's last thoughts.