The Saint's lips started twitching, he became even more fearful.
He was merely a person who borrowed the power of the God of Silence, forcefully evolving himself into a lifeform that transcended life and death in the 'curved' aspect and gaining the power to observe certain future possibilities. At the same time, his current body structure was extremely unstable, which could cause him to collapse at any moment.
For the reasons above, while he was being called a 'Saint', he was actually just an expendable pawn, which was why he needed to be a particularly devout cultist.
However, any believer who saw the incoming future would feel as broken as he was, as it was the most brutal thing for any believers to witness.
For that reason, the Saint was truly considering Negary's offer to believe in a different God.