He cried so hard every time the scientist put something in his body, whether it's a virus or a biological weapon.
He wanted to die but his hands and his feet are tied so that he can't ever hurt himself, let alone being able to escape the endless torture of the Varania's council project.
He is just a young being, not knowing what he is, never knowing what his parents look like, and never knowing that there are happiness in this world.
He was born in a lab, he never saw the sun since he was born.
5 years he lived through unimaginable pain.
his existence was not Important, if someday he died in the lab, he will be replaced with another subject.
every day the poor little being was injected with experimental viruses and biological weapons.
there was a day when the biological weapons rip apart his bones and torn his skin, but somehow he knew, that the scientist had done something to his regeneration ability.
does not matter how much the damage, if he is left to heal, he will heal over time.
and the cycle repeats again and again and again.
sometimes they use magics at him and destroy his bones, or burn his skin and severely damage his internal organ only leaving him with his brain and his heart.
But he will recover and recover until he is back to normal and ready to be tested with another painful test.
sometimes it's not even the scientist who tortured him, sometimes, it's just a reckless noble family member who wants to play some sick games with him.
there was this prince who always visits him whenever there's time, the prince always tied him in a chair and cut his fingers with a sword, and sometimes stab his sword to his stomach and take his intestines outside leaving him alive and in pain. and After that, the scientist will help him to recover before doing a test to him.
his eyes are empty as if there is no soul inside his body, the pain that he had to endure every day from the day he was born was so severe that it damaged its brain, and slowly, his natural intelligence are fading, he is no longer wanting to kill himself, he accepted his faith as a lab rat, and the painful days continue and it felt almost like an eternity to him.
He never knew what he was, He never know what is it to be happy, he never knows anything other than pain and suffering.
He felt no fear, he never felt scared, the only thing he felt is pain, pain, and pain.
He never wanted to escape he got nowhere to go.
All he wants is for this to stop.
But for him, this is life.