Chapter 23 - Why?

*next day

I was sitting near the kitchen counter, thinking how I could stay away from Tae.

I couldn't think of anything as all I could think was what Ara said yesterday. I couldn't get things out of my mind.

"Hey Y/n." He called me. I heard him, but I acted like I didn't.

"Y/n, I am going to the store, do you want anything?" He asked.

"Y/n? Y/n?" He called me. I still didn't respond.

"Are you ok?" He asked. I didn't tell anything and just walked to my room.

I sat down and tears flowed slowly.

I couldn't do it. It's really hard. Day one is like this, then how will the other days go? I have to do something or the other, for him to not get hurt.

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Taehyung's POV

I refreshed and got ready to leave to see Ara but before that I had to go to the store, as I had some things to buy.

I saw Y/n seated and I called her but she didn't respond.

I asked what she wanted as I am going to the store. She didn't respond. I called her yet there was no response.

She silently got up and went to her room. I didn't know what was wrong with her.

'Maybe she didn't come out from her mother's death.' And I left to the store.

I went to the store and I directly went to meet Ara. But I was worried about Y/n. Did she eat?

I texted Jungkook to check on her.

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Third person POV

Jungkook read Taehyung's message and headed to her house.

He entered and saw her sitting idle, without doing anything and the TV was on.

"Y/n." He called her. She slowly turned and saw Jungkook. She smiled faintly at him and turned back again.

"Y/n, is everything ok? You look tired." He said.

"I'm fine." She said.

"Did you eat?"

"I'm not hungry."

He walked to the kitchen and brought her something and asked her to eat.

She took a bite and looked at him.

"Did you eat?" She asked.

"Ani." He said.

"But that is not important. You eat first, I'll eat later." He said.

She took a spoonfull and put it near his mouth.

"Eat." She said.

"But I-" Before he could finish, she stuffed it in his mouth.

He chewed it and laughed.

Y/n wanted to forget about Taehyung, so she's trying her best not to talk or think about him.

"So, what brought you here?" She asked stuffing another bite into her mouth.

"Tae hyung wanted to check on you." He said. Her expression changed.

"Are you alright?" he asked her worried.

"Please don't talk to me about him. And I don't wanna tell why so don't ask ever talk about him to me." She said and went to her room.

She sat on the bed. She really didn't wanna say those words but she was made to. When Jungkook said Taehyung said him to come, she felt happy inside that he cared for her, but she acted the other way.

A tear fell but she wiped and hardened her heart and went out.

While, Jungkook was confused she acted that way.

'She stays with him and became closer to him after me, but why did she act like she hates him. There must be something behind this and I will find it out soon.' I thought.

I stayed there till Taehyung came.

He soon came with the things he bought.

"Tae--" Seeing Ara, I was out of words.

"N-noona, nice to see you again." I said.

'Maybe this was why Y/n was angry at him? Does she like Taehyung? Or did Ara do something?' I was confused.

"Kook, what are you thinking?" Tae-hyung asked.

"Nothing hyung." I said.

"Did Y/n eat? Is she ok?" He asked. I nodded.

"W-when did you guys get back together?" I asked out of curiosity.

"Yesterday." Hyung said. I nodded my head.

"I'll go check on Y/n." Ara said and went to her room. I thought this was my chance.

"Hyung, I guess I'll take a leave." I said and left before I got a response.

I walked to the backyard and stood near Y/n's room. I over-heard them both talking.

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Third person POV

Y/n was sitting in and thinking of ways to avoid him, but really nothing came.

She heard the door knock and asked them to come in. It was Ara.

'What does she want now?'

"Hey sis. Hope you doing better. Have you come up with anything?" She asked.

"I'm trying."

"There's no trying here. You gotta do it. You don't have any other option." She said.

"Ok. Just leave it up to me. I'll do what I can do." Y/n said looking down.

"I guess you'll keep up to your words." she said and left.

She sat on the couch and tears flowed slowly.

'Why do I suffer so much? What wrong did I do in my life? I lost and am losing my loved ones. Why can't I live a normal life? Why should I fall for you(Tae)?'

Little did Y/n know that Jungkook was hearing everything they were talking.

'Ara is ordering Y/n to do things. But for what? I'll figure it out soon.' he said and left from there.

He couldn't stop thinking what it could be, while driving back home.

While at Taehyung's place :

"Tae, I thought it would be nice if I moved in with you." Ara said.

"Really?!" taehyung asked confused.

"Yeah. It's been long since we've seen each other again so I thought we could spend more time here."

"That's great!" He said and kissed her.

While Y/n was worrying so much.

Taehyung barged into her room and said to her,

"Ara wants to move in with me."

She didn't say anything. She just took her phone and her earphones and walked out of the room and out the house.

She plugged in her earphones and listened to sad songs.

Taehyung was confused why she didn't respond.

'She wanted me to get back with her, but why is she not talking with me?' He thought.

Ara who saw Y/n walk away from the house, smirked at it and went in to her room and saw Taehyung sitting on the bed.

"Tae, are you ok?" She asked as she sat next o him and looked at him.

"yeah, I'm fine." He said.

"Why did Y/n leave?" She asked like she didn't know.

"I don't know. I told her you were moving in with me, she didn't say anything and left."

"Tae, her mother passed away. She is still thinking about. Leave her alone for a few days, let her gather her thoughts and she'll be back to normal." She said and rubbed his back.

He nodded. She smirked and changed her expression to sad.

Y/n walked wherever her legs took her.

She sat on a bench and rewinded all the bad things that has ever happened to her.

First, her father's loss, then her mom getting married. She thought it was fine but she met the devil of her life by that. Then, protesting with her mother for doing what she likes and what Mark wants to do. Finally when she accepts, she left her. And now, she has to leave the person she had feelings for.

Everything has gone wrong in her life. She is slowly losing everyone.

'Why should it be me? Why should I face these? Why did I even fall for him? Why is my life like this?' She asked herself.

While Y/n was in tears, there was someone else watching her cry. He/she felt sad seeing her and sat next to her.

"Y/n." He/she called her.

To be continued.....