I opened my eyes slowly feeling heaviness inside my head and still my body was shaking a bit .
I tried to edit my sitting and looked around me scanning a room that didn't look like mine at all .
it was light green walls with some golden lines at the corners . big mirror at the middle and a golden huge closet .
I lifted my bare legs down from bed to touch with the cold floor and that was when I took notice of the large bed I was sleeping in .
it was made just like royalties . and there was a writing old machine in the corner with some feathers on the sides . written letters decorated very elegant .
I don't know why but something about the decor of the room told me it had the vibe of the old times , generations .
I walk around the room till I heard voices behind the room of what seemed two young ladies and a man .
the door opened all of a sudden and I saw them getting inside . they were really two young ladies one of them had short wavy ginger hair combed to the back and another one had black fair skin that shone under the lights of the room , her hair black short as well but curlier than the other one they looked like they were in their mid twenties , and the man had black grey hair who almost looked in his fifties and they were all wearing like maids .
the black hair maid was holding a cup of tea and the ginger hair maid was holding delicious deserts and the man was holding tissues in his wrist in an elegant way .
they were chatting in silence now almost whispering and they passed by me as if I was invisible not taking notice of me .
they were looking behind me as if they would woke up their boss or as it was said in what seemed this era time " their highness , or lady" .
they put what they brought with them on the circled small table and looked again behind me to finally leave the room totally ignoring me .
once the door was closed again I could hear them starting to chat loudly again or like arguing .
I looked behind me slowly also curious to see what they were so careful and scared of and I wish I kind of didn't .
I saw ....I saw....Myself .
it was Me wearing a beautiful yellow nightgown with a yellow flower on my right side of losen hair sleeping peacefully my hands tied together up my stomach .
I was surprised and curious .
what was I doing here in this room that seemed it belonged to a royalty .
I walked closer to myself and leaned closer , scanning and touching , my eyes widening .
when I caressed my cheeks softly I felt something strange and it was a flash back to a memory I don't remember living it as me but as the ME that was sleeping here .
" I was in a garden wearing a light purple dress , my hair tied up in a half ponytail and the rest down to lose all wavy .
I was laughing with someone , I couldn't see exactly his figure but that was when we were drinking our ginger . I looked at the figure confused and asked :
_did you make that and not the maids ?
the figure answered in a tone that seemed as if I couldn't hear it clearly so I won't figure who it is out :
_ why should maids prepare your ginger when you have me . I make it only for you Minath .
( Minath !! I wondered to myself . was that my name at that time ).
I smiled back at the figure and took a sip of the ginger excited :
_I love it !
then I finished the whole cup .
I saw myself loosing balance and sleeping on the table in front of me then the figure called maids to come and pick me up to my room ."
The ROOM I WAS INSIDE RIGHT NOW !!!
I removed my hand away and stopped caressing my sleeping self confused .
it was as if someone was clearly tryna stop me from seeing the figure sitting next to me .
I said almost yelling :
_ why am I here ?! who the hell brought me here ?!
then I heard the door open slowly and a familiar manly voice said :
_to help you figure things out .
Kenneth !!
it was Kenneth smiling but his grimaces tell something serious .