_ Hmmmmmm....
was all I said while I leaned back . crossing my fingers together I just stared at both of them hesitating on whether to tell them about what KENNETH has told me .
I sighed and then said :
_ THE man who brought me home when I fainted said I was his MATE .
I said it so fast afraid of their reactions , then Adam said as if he knew :
_ You mean KENNETH .
I nodded , then grandmother said :
_ We know . he is here to protect you from doing the same mistake as every time , he was always here for you .
I felt speechless at this moment , that means they knew all along and left me scared and confused all of these years without telling me .
I looked at both of them like an upset cat and said in a harsh tone :
_ why did you leave me scared and struggling in my messed up mind all this long ?? why didn't you tell me before ?
then Adam said :
_ we were trying to protect you ....AGAIN .
then I said almost yelling :
_ Do you think that letting a strange man stalking me each night in my room and touching me is PROTECTING me ?! I had so many sleepless nights and sometimes couldn't even focus , I almost lost my mind because of his terrifying presence and then what !! you sent him to me . GREAT .
I could see the Hurt and disappointment in their eyes , I knew they were trying to protect me but they chose the wrong way , plus what is this huge mistake that I made they are trying to protect me from doing again ?
I sighed and then said in a calm tone this time :
_ what did I do so wrong that I've been banished like that ? you have to tell me Now .
Adam stared at grandma hesitation on his face and then grandmother took the lead and spoke :
_ You chose a forbidden love over the one meant to you . You chose evil then GOOd . you was manipulated before and we won't let that happen you again .
I was confused so I asked :
_ Is it about that KENNETH man ??!
grandmother shook her head denying , then Adam said :
_ It's the opposite . Adam is your true mate and the Good you left to be with the evil , in a forbidden relationship .
then grandmother spoke :
_ that's why Kenneth appeared first this time to protect you and take your heart before that evil manipulater appears .
okay !! so I get from all of this talking is that my mistake in the past was choosing the wrong evil person for me who manipulated me to be with him and left Kenneth , and now He appeared first to make me His before that evil man appears . WOW ! what a drama I'm living !
then Adam said almost whispering :
_ You need to listen to Kenneth . trust me he wants the best for you . so , don't push him away as you did again.
I raised both my brows and said while standing up from my chair :
_ I'll try .
then I left them in the kitchen and went back to my Room .
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it was almost 2 am , so late after midnight . my tooth bleeding didn't want to stop so I woke up and went to the bathroom in my room to spit the blood and put something that might stop the bleeding .
the bleeding was to much but I managed to handle it and went out of the bathroom .
I layed on my bed again and looked at the small lamps lights that were annoying me now , so I pressed the plug to turn it off and suddenly I felt electricity inside of my body , it was so powerful but so strange I wasn't electrified or hurt .
I put it back at the sane place it was and leaned back putting my head on my soft pillow willing to close my eyes and fall into a deep breath when I remembered that Kenneth didn't come tonight as he usually do , but soon I remembered he said he'll visit me when my mouth heal and I could speak , I could speak now but not to good . I forgot about him and closed my eyes . and suddenly I felt a cold breath slapping my face , unlike the hot breath I usually felt at KENNETH presence .
I opened my eyes when I saw dark green eyes mixed with dark blue staring right at me .
my eyes widened at the sight of him . it was him . The same Man from my visions staring right at my soul .