"What's this the second time this week?" It had been two weeks since I had started sparring with 38 and it just made me wish for Alpha's training course. I was laying in medical as they were relocating my arm back to my shoulder I let out a scream as they did so. Cat and Kyle were standing there with Cat foaming at the mouth "I mean really is it to hard for the dick to go easy on someone?" Kyle sighed "It's not like he's trying to kill her or anything Cat." "Well excuse me you cock lover if I'm worried for someone!" Cat stood there glaring at Kyle with his expression turning depressed then he replied "You can go cool down Cat." Her expression went to a worried look "Oh my god I didn't..." but Kyle just turned his head "Just go." Cat was sadden as she left. After she did Kyle went and sat down in a chair next to me "Hey are you ok Kyle?" He looked up at me with a weak smile on his face. "Ya it's just I haven't been called that in a while." His mood had changed usually he was always in a good mood, but I had never seen him like this. "What do you mean you haven't been called that in a while?" "It has to do with my past its kind of long though." "Hey I have to sit here for a bit to let my arm heal I think I have time." He chuckled progress "Alright I wasn't always 38 I am like you Alex I'm a 1st gen. My life growing up was hell both at school and at home. My parents were very religious and always very strict on what I did and if I didn't follow it or came home late i'd either get beat or locked away until they thought I was cleansed of my sins. And at school I was bullied beaten up the works then their was a bitch named Monica!" "By her name alone I could tell she was a bitch." He started laughing "I can't argue with that she singled me out of everyone in the school mainly because when we were in the 10th grade I sort of made it that she had to go through summer school to move up." "How did you do that?" "Well I over heard her talking about her grades and when I thought about her times in class I realized it didn't add up so I informed a teacher who gave her the test she had aced and she bombed harder then they expect." "Ha what was she doing?" "She was hiring the smartest guys in school and saying she would sleep with then if they did her a favor." "What did she look like?" "Red head with giant knockers. Your average popular girl type, it also didn't help her case when all the guys came forward with how she was getting away with it. Anyway she would always choose to antagonize me when she was in a bad mood. She would do the same to a friend of mine Jodi she was a sweet girl she was living in the same situation only with and abusive mom who kept her dad far away from her. She and I would hangout and I had the feeling she had a huge crush on me and to be honest I'm not surprised considering I was her only friend at school." "Did you like her back?" He shock his head "I did, but not in the same sense as I'm sort of gay." "Oh oh oh." "Ya and at that time I kept that really secretive plus she wasn't really happy until I was around so if she had found out it would have probably damaged are friendship so I kept that hidden, then it happened I had snuck out of my room to spend time with my boyfriend in this secluded spot that all the gay and lesbian couples went out to and that night was when everything changed while we where there people started dropping or puking up blood before collapsing. If you thought waking up to it was bad enough try seeing it happen before you collapse it's worse." "I can imagine." "Anyway I woke up three days later surrounded by the dead even my boyfriend was lying there I got up and ran." "What so no one know you guys were there?" "No and they wouldn't find out until after the incident with me. I got home around 12:00 in the afternoon with my parents furious at me asking where I had been I don't where I found the strength, but for the first time I snapped back 'I was with my boyfriend you fucking asshole's!' They stared at me with rage in their eyes 'how dare you speak to us like that and how dare you sin against the lord with someone of the same sex you cock loving faggot!' My dad lifted a club over me I just stood my ground waiting for it to hit me, but when it connected with my shoulder it just broke angry thinking that because I was in love with a man the devil had entered my body my father went to try and punch me that's when he broke his hand on my face he held his hand for a bit before throwing another punch. At which point I grabbed his hand and squeezed it turning it into a bloody pulp that's when I realized that for the first time in my life my parents were helpless before me I didn't waste time by breaking my moms legs and dragging her to my cage I lock her in then grabbed my dad and stuck his head and...." he started breaking down and his hands where shaking "You killed them didn't you." He looked at me with no remorse in his eyes "I let my emotions take over and I just went through with it after I was done I left their body's there. The next day I went to school I wasn't myself I had just killed my parents and I was feeling happy about it, but something was off to me I hadn't seen Jodi all day I finally asked someone about it 'you didn't hear Jodi killed herself.' Apparently three days ago when on the day I didn't show up when she went home and shoot herself apparently they only found out about it two days later when her mom called the cops about her not making any noise that when they found her brains splatter across her rooms wall. 'Ya it was a shame and after we got to see the show with her.' It was also then when I found out what had been the straw that broke the camels back apparently a couple of the girls lead by Monica decided to target her since I wasn't there cornered her in the locker room after her shower blindfolded her then dragged her into the gym taking off the blindfold and showing her everyone was their as they proceeded to rip her towel off leaving her naked in the gym as Monica had her friend hold her there as she mocked her and kept going how that now maybe she had shoot with a guy at the school. My teeth where clenched and fist balled so tight I could hear my fingers cracking. As it just so happened she came up to me 'So your back I'm surprised especially since you missed the show with your shadow you know before she blow her fucking brains out.' After everything she did to me I hadn't felt a damn thing, but now as she stood there treating what she did to Jodi as a joke. My eyes were filled with rage and I couldn't stand her anymore 'how the fuck could you do that to poor Jodi she did nothing to you!' I yelled louder then I had ever before. All she did was look at me and said 'oh so that was her name.' That was when snapped again this time decided to see what my strength could do to her. So grabbed her by the arm and grabbed her tit tight then with little force I tore it off her with a horrible tearing sound along side the sound of her shirt ripping she screamed in pain. One of the jocks following her decide to swing at me as soon his hand made contact with all his force and like my dad his hand broke from hitting me it didn't faze me as I dropped her fake breast on the ground then I swung at her face and my fist went straight threw it I pulled my arm which pulled both her head and spine out. As her headless corpse collapsed to the floor I stood there and kept repeated kicking her corpse tears pouring out of my eyes. The police arrived a little later and arrested me, they later went to my house and found my parents corpse's and with my help they found the others in the secret spot they ruled out my boyfriends death and the death of the others as being my fault as they had evidence that 38 was involved mainly due to me. They came in later to inform me that due to what I had done I was facing life in prison that was until a group of people came to meet me it was 38, and Cat alongside two people who died shortly after I got my code name 38 sat down with and explained that they were going to get the charges dropped and give me a pardon if I agreed to come and work for them I agreed and he left after that I found out that he informed the detectives that I had complied with the request and that I would be handed over to them Monica's father was furious and didn't want that to happen him and 38 went back and forth before 38 put a bullet right between his eyes. After we left the station we head to Jodi's house 38 had sent the two other agents to her house to capture her mom she sat there tied to a chair pleading for us to spare her 38 looked to me and told me to kill her. I stood in front of the person who was responsible for making Jodi's life a living hell, but I couldn't do it I don't know what it was, but I couldn't do it 38 looked at me and said 'so after seeing what you can do you don't want to do it again do you?' I shock my head 'good you can't change what you did, but you can learn from it and move forward.' After he said that he had Jodi's dad walk in and he handed him a pistol and had him shoot his bitch of an ex wife he handed the gun back basically after the incident at the station they would of had his bullet on file so when they found her body they would assume it was him again me and Jodi's father attended her funeral with me being only able to cry. After it was over her father thanked me for being her friend and being there for her. After that I joined Division 38 and haven't been home since." "Geez do you miss it?" You know to be honest it's been ten years and I really don't want to go back it would drudge up to many bad memories and as the 38 I started out as." He sat there with tears in his eyes all I could do was stand up and wrap my arms around him he just started to cry harder. He apparently had a dark side one I never wanted to see.