Amy didn't know how to face Blake after his blatant rejection. Yes she had agreed to being friends with him at the time and that was a decision she was beginning to regret. At the time she had thought it was better to have a part of him than not to have him at all, but who was she kidding.
Being friends with Blake was something that might kill her emotionally. Her feelings are not something that could easily dissappear overnight. How would she cope being around him or how would she be happy for him when he finally finds someone he likes. She knew she was thinking too far ahead but she couldn't help it.
It would be easy to forget about him if he wasn't such a nice guy. Maybe if he had treated her badly or acted a little bit annoying then maybe she wouldn't have fallen too deep for him.
