I couldn't move, couldn't feel my legs, in a good way and I think we might have gotten a few noise compliants. I could feel his head on my chest and his other hand wrapped around my waist thus making it feel like deja-vu. I found myself thanking god, feeling as though Justin was holding me to tightly, if I was still hurt from the accident, I would be crying now.
A part of me couldn't believe that we were going back and It hurt cause I knew the moment that we landed it would be work all the way. A part of me couldn't help but feel like something bigger was heading our way. That after everything we had faced it was still little.
I felt as though I needed to hold onto him a bit more cause tomorrow he could be gone and I wouldn't be able to deal with losing him again. I wanted to reach for my phone and call my mother. Tell her to advice me and guide because all I felt right now was fear, it was overwhelming me.
