One Line
Equals
Negative
That's what the stick read, that's what it responded to me after weeks of trying, weeks of pulling him aside and taking time off work. Trying, allowing and giving more time to pleasure. after so much joy, so much hope and love, and yet nothing seemed to work. The damned test read negative. my body was starting to give out as i curled my body into a shell trying to protect whatever life was deemed possible in me.
In sickness and in health
Till death do us apart
Well dear lover I have fallen into the abyss, my mind floats in the absence and my body refuses to listen to my words that I can breed life. It sinks deeper into the sand of depression and as I try to reach out, I feel no hand grasping my hand but maybe if I sink deeper I will find solace and discover where this pain comes from.
