I was pregnant at 14
Her name was Amour
Her initials A.O.T
She would kick at happiness
When her father came to me at dawn
Stay slient when he left me
Alone.
She would move around
When I was distressed
Want to reveal herself
When I was nauseas
But I love her
The same way I loved him
She grew in me
Blossomed beautifully
The doctor saying she would
Be perfect without any issues
But than, there was something else
Another child within
Call him Odio
He stayed safe behind
My beloved.
My lover began to look at me strange
How would I ever change
The expressions on his face
It wouldn't even age
Wasn't even a stage
But I still stayed
My lover began to treat me horribly.
Bumping my shoulder
Like a stranger
Entering 18
Was like entering hell's
Door
Bent out of shape
