He pulled the trigger and I heard our friend scream, 'Allon!' so I pulled the damn trigger."
I didn't know how to feel. I didn't know how to react at that moment. There was no instinct nor any sort of emotion. There was too much to process, too many holes in the story and in myself. So I didn't know what would be best.
"I remember there was so much blood, I remember the loud shrill of screams and I couldn't move a muscle. I remember we all just watched each other, unsure of what I had just done and we weren't experienced enough to just ignore it so that we could easily move on.
Anthony had taken a life several times before but he had admitted how he didn't enjoy it. He didn't enjoy having cut someone's lifeline short so that you or another who didn't deserve it could live. So that you could see tomorrow but at the expense of someone else.
