What if? this is a question that everyone asks themself on a daily basis. we are hard-wired to always wonder if we made the best decision. well, I seem to be consumed with this wonder at the moment.
Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. My real name is Rosemary Jane Hill but I'm now only known as Rosemary Jane, my friends call me Rose or Rosey but you can call me what you want. Many of you are probably reading this now and thinking that my life can't be that bad, I'm being dramatic or others have it worse then I do. I'm fully aware of that but what many people don't know about me is why I have no contact with my family or act like I don't have one. the general perception is we had a major disagreement. well, it's kind of true but no one knows the real reason for it.
Ah ah ah, ill get to all of that later on. let me introduce you to the select inner circle that know about my true life.
first, we have the Parker twins. Ben and Beth Parker, my Boyfriend and best friend. Me and the Parker twins have known each other since we were 7, a massive total of 13 years those two have put up with me. They are the only people (besides you soon enough) to know what truly happened, they were there with me through it all. They are the only aspect of my old life that I took with me. Ben has been my boyfriend for 3 years and I don't know where I would be without him. Beth has been my best friend since the day we met and we have been joint at the hip ever since.
Next, we have James Robertson. I call him J just to wind him up but its sort of became our thing now. He came into the mix when I was 10, it was one of the very few days I was without either Parker twin so I got paired up with him for a group project we had to do in school. long story short we had never said a word to each other until that point and when we did it just clicked. The Parker twins took to him quickly too, i swear Ben got jealous of how close me and J got but he still denies it to this day. he found out the true story when we were both 15.
Finally, we have Steve Lewis. Me and the Parker twins met Steve when we were 16 and he was 17. Me and the twins did our regular visit to the Library to swap out the books that we took out a week before and he walked into Me and the rest continued from there. The Parker twins knew him already but I didn't, he spent the rest of the day with us after that point and it all continued in from there. He is the only one of that doesn't know the full story yet but only the necessary bit. Before you say anything he is on the inner circle but not fully in yet but that will all change soon enough. i think he has earnt the right to know.
Anyway, let me talk you through how I properly met each of them and then ill get on with everything else.