What am I doing? I asked myself as I opened a plate of food. I did not realize what I was asking him until the words poured out of my mouth but I did not lie when I said I needed the company, especially one as hot as he was.
Some would say this was basically dining with the enemy but who cared after all he basically saved me from my clumsiness. There was also the fact that he was very handsome and I could lie that I wasn't attracted to him.
Don't worry, I just came out of a rush relationship I was not about to jump into another one but this was a vacation and I was supposed to let loose. So I did not beat myself much about it and tried to enjoy the nice lunch that I did not have to pay for, I hope.
We made small talks about several subjects but I noticed he was very hesitant about telling me what he did for a living and I did not pester. I said a few things about myself though half my conversation was me gushing about the resort, it really was amazing.