Are you afraid of death? Of course you are, no matter how big or small that fear is. People are afraid of what they dont know the outcome of.
For instance, let's just say someone was going to be the first test rider for a new rollercoaster. Their scared for their life because they dont know what's going to happen, since nobody's has tried the rollercoaster before them.
The same is with death. People dont know what comes after death or if anything even comes after it at all, and even it they've experienced death before they've never lived to tell the tale (get it?).
Hence all in all, no matter who you are, you fear death. Me however, I dont. And do you know why?
Because I've experienced it before. Not only once, multiple times. So many times I've lost count. And let me tell you it's not exactly fun. I've done it so much to the point where I just dont care anymore.
My first reincarnation I thought of it as a second chance at life, however that changed quickly. I've reincarnated so many times where at this point I just think of it as a game.
If I die then I die, so what. I'll respawn in another world anyway. Another game, another 'second chance'. And this is how it all first started.
~♤Flashback♤~
My name is Elias Markson, and I was a normal kid. I lived in the U.S.A. and was just your everyday citizen. Well sort of like an everyday citizen.
I was a bit more... smarter. When I was 10 I got sort of bored with life. I was able to predict every single persons actions and honestly it was annoying. Although i didnt want to do it i still did it and it got on my nerves. Forget birthday surprises cause it was never a surprise for me. Forget having friends cause they all thought it was creepy that I could do this. Forget school cause I already understood all the concepts even more then the teachers did.
I was walking home one day from school and got jumped and beat up by a bunch of older kids. Funny thing is that I let them, I knew they were going to do this but as long as it makes life a bit more interesting.
After they beat me up and left I came to the realization.
ELIAS: 'What if I hurt them instead? No why would I do that? But then again... why wouldnt I. I mean and I quote 'The world would be a better place without people like them'.'
So the next day I went and hacked into their every account and bankrupt every single one of their families. Though I knew how they would react, it was funny cause they didnt know it was me nor will they ever know.
After I graduated highschool this gang recruited me saying they knew what I did when I was in grade school and that they were waiting until I got old enough so they could recruit me. I just went along with it not caring, but then something caught my eye when I was at their hideout. It was a very colorful potion looking thing. What was so interesting about it was that the colors were not mixing even though it was liquid. It was rainbow looking with the exception of the green color but it was still eye catching.
GANG LEADER: "That's why we recruited you, you see we need someone that is able to finish this for us."
ELIAS: "What is it?"
GANG LEADER: "Its something that will be able to kill an entire army within seconds. When realeased it will turn into a gas, one touch and you die."
I agreed to finish it for them since I had nothing better to do. So with that another couple of years pass by and by then i finished it, but instead of making it so it can kill an entire army I made it so it could kill the world. That's why it took me so long to make however the leader doesnt know this. I mean doesnt it just make you feel pissed off that the world will go on even after your death. Many more people like you will take your place.
I dont like the sound of that so I when I go down I'm bringing the world with me. It was really just a passing thought that made me want to do this, so I made that thought a reality. And now at 11:00 tonight when this potion is released, that'll be the end of this world.
When we got to the place where our gang and another gang will be fighting our leader did something he would regret for the very few last seconds of his life.
He threw the potion on the ground, causing it to break and then put a gun to my head.
GANG LEADER: "Sorry 'bout his kid but you had your uses and now it's time for you to go"
At this point I couldnt keep myself from laughing.
GANG LEADER: "What? Why are you laughing?
ELIAS: "Your actions were right within my predictions"
GANG LEADER: "What?"
ELAIS: "You should really pay attention to your surroundings leader~"
At that point the gas that was emitting from the potion had already started to spread all around us. It already killed the other gang we were supposed to 'fight' and now it was going to kill everyone else to, possibly even the planet itself.
GANG LEADER: "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!"
ELIAS: "Nothing that was outside of my predictions. Everything is going according to how I thought it would"
GANG LEADER: "YOUR GOING TO KILL THE WHOLE WORLD!?"
ELIAS: "Yeah... that was the point. I gotta say, thanks for giving me the idea."
I then pulled the trigger of his gun that was still pointed at me and thus.... I died.
I woke up in a pitch black room. I thought for a second that mabey I was still alive but that thought quickly left my mind when I knew that was not possible.
I look around and thought to myself
ELIAS: 'Mabey I'll be reincarnated like in those novels people like to make. Hmmm, I doubt it but it's possible. Mabey Naruto or One Piece hell, it would be funny if I went to Harry Potter.'
As I was thinking to myself a nonexistent being suddenly appeared behind me. I turned around to face him.
ELIAS: "So you god or something? Am I going to be reincarnated?"
God said nothing and stared at me with what I think was an angry face.
GOD: "You will be reincarnated-
Elias cut him off
ELIAS: "Yes!"
GOD: "HOWEVER, you will have no wishes like the people in those novels your thinking about."
ELIAS: "Why?"
GOD: "You dont seem to understand. This is your punishment, being reincarnated is your punishment."
ELIAS: "But why though?"
GOD: "Because you killed an entire planet, registering your kills to be a little over 7 billion. You should go to hell however hell would not be enough. Hell has a purpose, we send people who have done bad things and have bad intentions there so they can be purified. However you will never change hence you will never be purified there, so until you do... well, find that out yourself."
ELIAS: "OH! So my invention did work? Noice!"
I said while smiling. God then had a look of disappointment on his face and continued talking.
GOD: "Elias Markson, your parents Lilly Markson and Miles Markson died at the age of 29 due to one getting shot in the head and the other in the heart. You died due to a poisoning gas at the age of 22. You will now be reincarnated into the fiction world Fairy Tail"
After he said that I then disappeared, or at least that's what it would look like to people watching. To me everything went black and woozy looking. I woke up to the sound of crying and realized i was the one that was crying.
And that was the start of my 'second chance'.
~♤End of Flashback♤~
After every death I would be in that same black room with God right behind me sitting on his throne. And ever single time he would give me a brief explanation of the life I just went through and a brief explanation of my new life I'm about to live. Like he'll tell me the name of the world, what family I was born into (cause sometimes I would be an orphan), what abilities I had (if I had any, I think who I was born as and where I was born was randomized) and what timeline I would be born in. Most of the time it was the same timeline as the MC, sometimes it was before and sometimes it was after.
At this point I was beggining to think I was some messanger of God sent to help people (mainly the main character) but he never gave me a mission to help anyone, he didnt even give me a mission at all so I did whatever i wanted. But then i started running out of things to do. I even made things more interesting and changed my personality every time I was reincarnated but I stopped it as soon as it didnt make things fun anymore. By now my personality was that of a very calm/loud, lean back dude that was playful like a little kid and I acted like one most of the time. I guess I also have to thank God for reincarnating me as a boy every time although I dont want to thank him at the same time cause I might just jinx myself. Like I said in the beggining I lost count of how many times I've been reborn, although I'll be finding that out very soon. God tells me everytime I'm about to be reborn.
Let's see, what world have I not done yet. I've done so many i dont even know what I've done and haven't done. I could've sworn Ive done some twice as well, mabey even three times. Damn! All these memories are so annoying, I learned or more like created a spell in my last world (Harry Potter) that allowed me to erase memories or lock them away (in my case i locked them away). So all i know when I'm in that world is that I've been reincarnated multiple times before. And that's another thing I'm grateful for, if I'm born in a family that has some special skill or I create a skill or spell or even create a device that the world doesn't have. Those skills, spells, devices and special skills from a family bloodline follows me to my next world and all the other worlds to come. However I've only ever been born into a very good bloodline that had a good family skill once and that gave me the abilities of a wolf and the ability to transformation into a wolf. My wolf form looked like a black wolf with golden eyes (look back to the cover). The only spell I've ever created was the one that locks away/erases memories and I created a phone in one of the worlds that didnt have one. I also created the skill taekwondo in one world where martial arts didnt exist. God even added some wierd texting thing on my phone so he can talk to me, I think he did it so hes not that bored and it works for me cause I'm always bored. Oh, and.... I feel kind of bad for God now. I figured out that Earth was one of his favorite worlds out of all the worlds he had to watch over. It was the most peaceful and most populated planet.
Now I know why this whole reincarnating thing is punishment for destroying the whole world. Apparently if it were anyone else they would have just gone mad but this is me were talking about. I'm able to see that every world has it's own differences, its ups and downs. They all have something another doesnt. As long as the world entertains me then I let it live, if it doesnt... it ends up like Earth. Some of you might be thinking 'Cant you just kill yourself if you dont like the world?' Well no. No I cannot. Simply killing myself like jumping off a building of stabbing myself with a knife wont work. Believe me i tried it. So unless it's a natural death or I make seem like an 'accident' (like the potion for instance) then it wont kill me.
I've learned alot about God while reincarnating as well. Apparently the guy is really lazy. Hes not the one who supposedly 'punished' me for killing a whole planet. It was the law so he had no choice. And apparently no other god but him knows about me witch is good I guess. And when we meet he had a look of disappointment because he didnt want to have to look after me.
While I'm thinking to myself I appeared back in the same pitch black room in witch I've become so familiar with. I look behind me and see God (again), he looked just as bored as ever. Before he can start talking I speak.
ELIAS: "Say God, we all know your bored right?"
GOD: "What of it?"
ELIAS: "Well I have a proposal to make"
GOD: "Go on"
ELIAS: "How about you free me from this stupid punishment. I'm not asking cause I've gone mad or have been purified or anything.
GOD: "Then why are you asking?"
ELIAS: "We all know and you especially know, that I'm never going to go mad. And your going to have to watch over me to make sure I dont do anything wrong, and your already tired of that. Right my friend?"
GOD: "Yes its tiring having to watch over you and all the other worlds im in charge of at the same time."
ELIAS: "Well, how about I become your assistant. You know, like Angel's expect I'll be your personal assistant instead.
GOD: "Why would I do that to a criminal"
ELIAS: "We all know that this whole punishment thing is useless. Plus you would have it so much easier~."
GOD: "..." "You know what fine. I never really saw the point in punishing you anyway, much less having to babysit you. However the rule with how you gain powers will remain."
ELIAS: "Yes sir~ Sooo... will I be able to grow wings-
GOD: "No"
ELIAS: "Awwww man, well whatever. Not like I need them anyway. So what do assistants do anyway?"
GOD: "They watch over worlds just like gods except less worlds and when the god they work for retires they take their place"
ELIAS: "SO IM GOING TO BE A GOD!? COOOOL!"
GOD: "Dont get to excited. Itll be a long time before I retire. Anyway back to the main point, Elias Lawrence was your name in your last world. You died at the age of 63 with a stab wound to the neck. You will be reborn into the world of Naruto. This will be your 2,341,894,956'th reincarnation."
ELIAS: "Awesome! Finally Naruto! Oh and you do know that-"
God then cut him off
GOD: "You will do whatever you want like you've been doing this whole time? Yes I do know that. All you have to do is watch the world your sent to. Make sure no... aliens or other gods invade it or come to destroy it. Otherwise you may do whatever you want as long as you still text me cause its extremely boring up here"
ELIAS: "Right right, I wont forget about you."
Then everything went dark (darker than the room I was in).