Cole lays on top of me snoring lightly, his head lays in my chest, I play with his soft hair, my mind running with different emotions. It's been a month since Cole stopped going to the company, no matter how many times I told him to go he's hellbound on staying home and taking care of me. My baby bump started to show and it's the most amazing feeling getting to experience Pregnancy again. I was scared I won't be able to have a baby because of the miscarriage but I am lucky.
I wanted to pee but Cole falls asleep on top of me and now I am left contemplating whether to wake him up or let him sleep.
He's awake all light taking care of me because I stay awake peeing the whole night. Today we were supposed to meet up with the Anderson family. They invited us for dinner and all I could think is 'please spare me'
